1 00:00:01,369 --> 00:00:05,005 '80s night should be banned. 2 00:00:05,139 --> 00:00:06,740 You had a blast. 3 00:00:06,874 --> 00:00:08,609 I didn't say it wasn't fun, 4 00:00:08,742 --> 00:00:11,645 but that decade was a crime against fashion. 5 00:00:11,779 --> 00:00:13,781 Tonight's club is my pick, my vibe. 6 00:00:13,914 --> 00:00:15,083 Ooh, which is? 7 00:00:15,949 --> 00:00:17,218 Sophisticated ladies. 8 00:00:17,351 --> 00:00:18,952 I can work with that. 9 00:00:23,891 --> 00:00:25,126 Shaun? Hmm? 10 00:00:25,259 --> 00:00:27,395 Sure you don't feel left out? 11 00:00:27,528 --> 00:00:29,530 I use the time to study less invasive 12 00:00:29,663 --> 00:00:30,631 bowel resection techniques. 13 00:00:33,367 --> 00:00:35,836 Please be home by 11:30. 14 00:00:35,969 --> 00:00:37,571 Hm. 15 00:00:37,705 --> 00:00:39,473 He's got you on a curfew? 16 00:00:39,607 --> 00:00:42,210 Sex schedule. Our window ends at midnight. 17 00:00:49,617 --> 00:00:51,219 It's like I slept on gravel. 18 00:00:51,352 --> 00:00:53,154 Well, that explains your snoring. 19 00:00:54,155 --> 00:00:55,356 Your mattress should be burned. 20 00:01:01,995 --> 00:01:04,365 It's time to end the sleepovers 21 00:01:04,498 --> 00:01:05,933 and for you to ditch the bachelor pad. 22 00:01:07,168 --> 00:01:09,237 You asking me to move into your place? 23 00:01:09,370 --> 00:01:11,105 I'm asking you to move into a new place... 24 00:01:13,441 --> 00:01:14,508 With me. 25 00:01:19,747 --> 00:01:21,549 No neutral zone to run to after a fight. 26 00:01:23,351 --> 00:01:25,519 Making up's the best part. 27 00:01:27,020 --> 00:01:28,088 Well, it can't hurt to look. 28 00:01:38,065 --> 00:01:40,868 This is Trent, his mother, Carrie. 29 00:01:41,001 --> 00:01:43,103 Signs of severe infection on his left index finger. 30 00:01:43,237 --> 00:01:44,238 I'm ordering a CT. 31 00:01:44,372 --> 00:01:46,073 Sutures are inconsistent and crude. 32 00:01:46,207 --> 00:01:47,208 It's a minor upgrade. 33 00:01:49,610 --> 00:01:50,878 I installed a magnet in my finger. 34 00:01:55,883 --> 00:01:57,718 Were you having trouble holding forks? 35 00:01:57,851 --> 00:01:58,919 It's body art. 36 00:01:59,052 --> 00:02:01,955 Yeah, he's 17, immune to common sense. 37 00:02:03,224 --> 00:02:04,825 Art seems like a poor descriptor 38 00:02:04,958 --> 00:02:06,794 given the ugliness of the infection. 39 00:02:06,927 --> 00:02:08,629 The more appropriate term is "biohacking." 40 00:02:10,464 --> 00:02:13,901 I put Neosporin on it and took ibuprofen for the swelling. 41 00:02:14,034 --> 00:02:14,802 That's worked before. 42 00:02:15,769 --> 00:02:16,770 Before? 43 00:02:16,904 --> 00:02:18,071 Show them. 44 00:02:31,385 --> 00:02:32,586 Hmm. 45 00:02:48,302 --> 00:02:49,503 You wanted to see me? 46 00:02:49,637 --> 00:02:52,072 Dr. Glassman, this is Kayla Quinn. 47 00:02:52,206 --> 00:02:55,008 She's been diagnosed with major depressive disorder 48 00:02:55,142 --> 00:02:56,344 as well as chronic neuropathic pain 49 00:02:56,477 --> 00:02:58,646 from a neck injury six years ago. 50 00:02:58,779 --> 00:03:01,014 The pain and depression are besties, 51 00:03:01,148 --> 00:03:03,150 uninvited guests that travel together, 52 00:03:03,284 --> 00:03:05,819 make it so I can't work, can't get out of bed, 53 00:03:05,953 --> 00:03:07,187 can't even think. 54 00:03:09,189 --> 00:03:10,658 That's why I'd like to do this before their next visit. 55 00:03:13,561 --> 00:03:15,463 An anterior cingulotomy seems like the... 56 00:03:17,130 --> 00:03:18,399 Excuse me. 57 00:03:23,103 --> 00:03:25,172 She is a smart, charming, successful woman whose life... 58 00:03:25,306 --> 00:03:26,540 Nice ambush. 59 00:03:26,674 --> 00:03:28,509 She's had over a decade of therapy, 60 00:03:28,642 --> 00:03:30,378 five classes of anti-depressants, 61 00:03:30,511 --> 00:03:31,545 and non-invasive neuro-modulation, 62 00:03:31,679 --> 00:03:34,582 including C.E.S. and full-on E.C.T. 63 00:03:34,715 --> 00:03:36,550 She's desperate for real relief 64 00:03:36,684 --> 00:03:37,751 from her pain and depression, 65 00:03:37,885 --> 00:03:39,653 and she's well aware of the risks. 66 00:03:43,291 --> 00:03:45,393 Get me a complete medical and psychological history 67 00:03:45,526 --> 00:03:47,194 and a couple of residents. 68 00:03:47,328 --> 00:03:48,662 We're just gonna talk about it. 69 00:03:54,001 --> 00:03:55,569 Not sure who's struggling more, 70 00:03:55,703 --> 00:03:58,238 the overwhelmed, super-critical mom 71 00:03:58,372 --> 00:04:00,441 or the sad, self-harming teen. 72 00:04:00,574 --> 00:04:02,643 Trent called it an upgrade. 73 00:04:02,776 --> 00:04:06,480 He's not trying to self-harm, he is trying to self-improve. 74 00:04:06,614 --> 00:04:08,048 Well, whatever the terminology, 75 00:04:08,181 --> 00:04:10,584 he cut into his finger with an X-ACTO knife. 76 00:04:10,718 --> 00:04:13,253 Okay. His technique was primitive, 77 00:04:13,387 --> 00:04:15,889 but considering he lacks formal training 78 00:04:16,023 --> 00:04:18,792 and used only one hand, I am impressed. 79 00:04:18,926 --> 00:04:19,693 Don't be. 80 00:04:22,029 --> 00:04:24,732 Bony marginal erosion. 81 00:04:24,865 --> 00:04:26,400 If the infection spreads, he could lose that finger. 82 00:04:28,336 --> 00:04:29,770 For starters. 83 00:04:35,776 --> 00:04:37,611 It's the modern equivalent of a lobotomy. 84 00:04:37,745 --> 00:04:39,313 "Modern" being the operative word. 85 00:04:39,447 --> 00:04:41,915 We'd be burning lesions into a key brain center. 86 00:04:42,049 --> 00:04:43,651 That could alter her personality, 87 00:04:43,784 --> 00:04:44,918 impair cognitive function... 88 00:04:45,052 --> 00:04:46,420 Her depression and reoccurring acute pain 89 00:04:46,554 --> 00:04:47,621 are already doing that. 90 00:04:47,755 --> 00:04:50,658 Cingulotomies are effective in 67% of patients 91 00:04:50,791 --> 00:04:51,892 with Kayla's symptoms. 92 00:04:52,025 --> 00:04:53,961 With a 20% chance of adverse effects, 93 00:04:54,094 --> 00:04:56,364 like loss of creativity, it could be a big deal. 94 00:04:56,497 --> 00:04:57,431 This is Kayla Quinn. 95 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:02,470 She launched her own company at the age of 18, 96 00:05:02,603 --> 00:05:04,805 made millions designing scrunchies and bangles. 97 00:05:04,938 --> 00:05:06,474 I discussed this with her. 98 00:05:06,607 --> 00:05:08,241 Her focus is quality of life. 99 00:05:08,376 --> 00:05:09,910 Now, I'm sure she feels that way now, 100 00:05:10,043 --> 00:05:11,445 but once it's done, it can't be undone. 101 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:15,949 Are there any alternatives that Kayla hasn't tried 102 00:05:16,083 --> 00:05:17,418 or should try again? 103 00:05:21,555 --> 00:05:22,590 Okay. 104 00:05:23,591 --> 00:05:25,292 Let's do the surgery. 105 00:05:30,898 --> 00:05:32,500 Wait, possible amputation? 106 00:05:32,633 --> 00:05:34,101 The infection 107 00:05:34,234 --> 00:05:36,136 is in the bone beneath the magnet. 108 00:05:36,269 --> 00:05:38,772 It would have been better to have brought him in sooner. 109 00:05:40,974 --> 00:05:42,610 I'm a single mom. 110 00:05:42,743 --> 00:05:45,646 Trent... Trent's father isn't in the picture. 111 00:05:45,779 --> 00:05:46,780 You made sure of that. 112 00:05:48,449 --> 00:05:50,050 I got divorced last year. 113 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:52,886 Trent and I were adjusting. 114 00:05:53,020 --> 00:05:55,589 But then he started hanging out with these idiot biohackers. 115 00:05:55,723 --> 00:05:56,857 Thanks, Mom. 116 00:05:58,559 --> 00:06:01,161 We should remove the infected implant 117 00:06:01,294 --> 00:06:03,597 and start Trent on IV antibiotics. 118 00:06:03,731 --> 00:06:05,799 What about the other implants? 119 00:06:05,933 --> 00:06:07,000 Shouldn't you take them all out? 120 00:06:07,134 --> 00:06:09,803 No! The other implants aren't infected. 121 00:06:09,937 --> 00:06:11,805 Okay. This is not a decision you get to make. 122 00:06:14,174 --> 00:06:17,511 Once a patient is 16, it is hospital policy 123 00:06:17,645 --> 00:06:19,212 not to perform a surgery that's been refused 124 00:06:19,346 --> 00:06:22,115 unless that surgery is medically necessary. 125 00:06:23,451 --> 00:06:25,385 Leaving in the other implants 126 00:06:25,519 --> 00:06:28,522 means Trent's still at risk for sepsis and septic emboli. 127 00:06:31,324 --> 00:06:32,426 Dr. Wolke is correct. 128 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:34,828 With your consent, we can physically compel 129 00:06:34,962 --> 00:06:37,998 the surgical removal of all your son's modifications. 130 00:06:38,131 --> 00:06:39,366 Good luck. I'm outta here. 131 00:06:39,500 --> 00:06:40,668 Trent. 132 00:06:43,070 --> 00:06:43,837 Trent! 133 00:06:49,009 --> 00:06:50,478 This is much easier than chasing him. 134 00:06:52,580 --> 00:06:54,848 Head frame is secure. 135 00:06:54,982 --> 00:06:56,416 Stand by with the Gamma knife. 136 00:07:02,756 --> 00:07:04,525 Dr. Glassman, please stop what you're doing. 137 00:07:06,259 --> 00:07:09,663 This is Justin Quinn, Kayla's conservator. 138 00:07:09,797 --> 00:07:13,000 I have full authority over my sister's medical treatment, 139 00:07:13,133 --> 00:07:14,635 and I won't allow this surgery. 140 00:07:27,114 --> 00:07:28,849 Kayla sees her psychiatrist weekly, 141 00:07:28,982 --> 00:07:30,450 and I check in with her daily, 142 00:07:30,584 --> 00:07:32,285 but clearly, this is not 143 00:07:32,419 --> 00:07:34,488 a weekend getaway at a cabin in Tahoe. 144 00:07:34,622 --> 00:07:37,190 A chance e-mail from our insurance tipped me off. 145 00:07:38,859 --> 00:07:40,227 She's never lied to me like this. 146 00:07:40,360 --> 00:07:42,162 I was 12 when my parents died. 147 00:07:42,295 --> 00:07:43,931 My memories of them don't seem real, 148 00:07:45,198 --> 00:07:47,100 just clips from a movie. 149 00:07:47,234 --> 00:07:50,103 It was our grief therapist who first diagnosed her depression. 150 00:07:50,237 --> 00:07:52,906 I was 22 and so out of my depth. 151 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:55,743 Justin and I used to do everything together. 152 00:07:55,876 --> 00:07:56,910 It was us against the world. 153 00:07:58,546 --> 00:08:00,648 I called him Bro-dad. 154 00:08:00,781 --> 00:08:03,316 She was such a creative kid, so talented. 155 00:08:03,450 --> 00:08:06,520 She just had a vision and wanted to run with it. 156 00:08:06,654 --> 00:08:08,455 Who knew scrunchies and glitter bangles could be a business? 157 00:08:08,589 --> 00:08:10,057 Just took off. 158 00:08:10,190 --> 00:08:12,793 Eighteen years old, all that money and no guardrails. 159 00:08:14,562 --> 00:08:16,496 She was out of control. 160 00:08:16,630 --> 00:08:19,466 Clubs every night, the booze, the drugs... 161 00:08:21,602 --> 00:08:25,305 I couldn't help her. I couldn't stop her. 162 00:08:25,438 --> 00:08:27,941 It was during a blackout that I fell and injured my neck. 163 00:08:30,243 --> 00:08:31,945 Everything just got worse after that. 164 00:08:32,079 --> 00:08:35,616 The arrests piled up, underage drinking, possession, DUI. 165 00:08:36,917 --> 00:08:38,485 I thought she was going to prison. 166 00:08:38,619 --> 00:08:40,320 The judge agreed to a diversion program... 167 00:08:40,453 --> 00:08:41,922 She's nearly O.D.'d twice. 168 00:08:42,055 --> 00:08:43,156 ...called me a danger to myself. 169 00:08:43,290 --> 00:08:44,892 The judge ruled she was incompetent. 170 00:08:45,025 --> 00:08:46,459 Put my brother in charge of everything. 171 00:08:49,797 --> 00:08:51,198 He took away my life. 172 00:08:52,866 --> 00:08:55,035 The conservatorship saved her life. 173 00:09:02,175 --> 00:09:04,177 All I needed to piss off my parents 174 00:09:04,311 --> 00:09:06,780 were fishnets and heavy eyeliner. 175 00:09:06,914 --> 00:09:08,916 Of course you were a goth. 176 00:09:09,049 --> 00:09:10,684 How many times did you see The Cure? 177 00:09:10,818 --> 00:09:12,552 Four. 178 00:09:12,686 --> 00:09:14,988 Robert Smith was, like, leader of our tribe. 179 00:09:16,523 --> 00:09:18,258 Every lonely teen needs a tribe. 180 00:09:20,027 --> 00:09:23,330 I was lonely, but I was not a rebel. 181 00:09:23,463 --> 00:09:26,166 My rebellion was just being honest. 182 00:09:26,299 --> 00:09:28,636 My family preferred the lie. 183 00:09:28,769 --> 00:09:31,171 Meanwhile Trent is damaging his relationship 184 00:09:31,304 --> 00:09:33,373 with his mom and his body. 185 00:09:34,307 --> 00:09:36,309 That is not his fault. 186 00:09:36,443 --> 00:09:37,577 She is his mother. 187 00:09:37,711 --> 00:09:39,279 Mothers should try to understand their children. 188 00:09:40,981 --> 00:09:43,016 Nice thought, but teenagers are asses. 189 00:09:45,152 --> 00:09:46,519 Scientifically proven. 190 00:09:46,654 --> 00:09:49,122 Their prefrontal cortex is underdeveloped, 191 00:09:49,256 --> 00:09:50,658 leading to excessive risk-taking 192 00:09:50,791 --> 00:09:52,159 and lack of impulse control. 193 00:09:52,292 --> 00:09:54,394 Margins in the soft tissue look good, 194 00:09:54,527 --> 00:09:56,296 but keep an eye out for the infection. 195 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:57,464 Let's close. 196 00:10:13,546 --> 00:10:14,682 Mr. Quinn. 197 00:10:17,050 --> 00:10:19,086 Your sister's suffering. 198 00:10:19,219 --> 00:10:21,588 It's a roller coaster with her, 199 00:10:21,722 --> 00:10:23,757 good days and bad days. 200 00:10:23,891 --> 00:10:26,660 But your solution is to fry part of her brain. 201 00:10:26,794 --> 00:10:29,429 She could lose her creativity, her personality. 202 00:10:29,562 --> 00:10:31,965 Her pain, her depression. 203 00:10:32,099 --> 00:10:33,466 Maybe. Those other doctors ran me through 204 00:10:33,600 --> 00:10:35,102 the risks and the numbers. 205 00:10:35,235 --> 00:10:39,306 What if I could show you how Kayla's issues are hard-wired in her brain? 206 00:10:39,439 --> 00:10:42,075 An fMRI could demonstrate how the part of Kayla's brain 207 00:10:42,209 --> 00:10:44,812 that handles emotional and pain response 208 00:10:44,945 --> 00:10:46,479 is functionally abnormal. 209 00:10:46,613 --> 00:10:49,282 It'll assure you that "frying her brain" 210 00:10:49,416 --> 00:10:52,252 means only frying the part of her brain that isn't working. 211 00:10:53,954 --> 00:10:56,356 And it'll get you both off of the roller coaster. 212 00:10:58,826 --> 00:11:00,393 The scan's harmless. 213 00:11:08,736 --> 00:11:09,970 Okay, do it. 214 00:11:19,446 --> 00:11:21,849 I've got it. Oh, see? I can spin it around. 215 00:11:21,982 --> 00:11:23,350 I need to do a post-op exam. 216 00:11:25,819 --> 00:11:28,555 Oh. You have modifications. 217 00:11:28,688 --> 00:11:30,290 I'm Dixie. 218 00:11:30,423 --> 00:11:32,760 My right hand got messed up in a car accident. 219 00:11:32,893 --> 00:11:36,529 I had RFID chips put in so I could unlock my front door, 220 00:11:36,663 --> 00:11:39,432 store my medical info, and do some pretty cool tricks. 221 00:11:40,633 --> 00:11:44,571 Are you attracted to Dixie? 222 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:48,008 Are you concerned you'll be less attractive to her without your implants? 223 00:11:49,009 --> 00:11:50,143 We're just friends. 224 00:11:50,277 --> 00:11:52,645 I host a monthly biohacker meet up, 225 00:11:52,780 --> 00:11:54,147 and Trent's become a regular. 226 00:11:55,082 --> 00:11:56,349 The only people who get me. 227 00:11:57,250 --> 00:11:59,719 You found your tribe. 228 00:12:04,324 --> 00:12:05,392 Incision sites look good. Right wrist please. 229 00:12:06,994 --> 00:12:09,897 It was not until I came to work here at St. Bonaventure 230 00:12:10,030 --> 00:12:12,499 that I felt like I was part of a community. 231 00:12:12,632 --> 00:12:14,534 I've read about implants that can operate prosthetics 232 00:12:14,667 --> 00:12:15,903 and an occipital lobe electrode 233 00:12:16,036 --> 00:12:18,671 that receives visual images for sightless people. 234 00:12:18,806 --> 00:12:20,908 Oh, these technologies are very exciting. 235 00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:22,275 It's so cool, right? 236 00:12:22,409 --> 00:12:24,111 I was thinking I should be an engineer 237 00:12:24,244 --> 00:12:25,879 and I can design tech for people like Dixie. 238 00:12:26,479 --> 00:12:27,480 Oh. 239 00:12:28,481 --> 00:12:30,050 How's he recovering, Dr. Murphy? 240 00:12:30,183 --> 00:12:31,885 Hmm, oh, hello. 241 00:12:32,019 --> 00:12:33,720 The surgeries went well. 242 00:12:33,854 --> 00:12:36,857 Finger looks free of infection and bacterial cultures remain negative. 243 00:12:36,990 --> 00:12:40,961 We still need to do an MRI to assess his joints, but I'm optimistic. 244 00:12:41,094 --> 00:12:43,763 Great. Then once I'm 18, I can get all my mods back in 245 00:12:43,897 --> 00:12:45,098 by the pros who did Dixie's. 246 00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:48,468 Meaning the tattoo artist at the strip mall. 247 00:12:50,737 --> 00:12:53,941 Tattoo parlors require a public health permit. 248 00:12:54,074 --> 00:12:56,877 Yes, that would be much safer than doing it himself. 249 00:13:03,216 --> 00:13:04,217 Rain check for tonight. 250 00:13:04,717 --> 00:13:05,886 Surgery? 251 00:13:07,821 --> 00:13:11,724 A new patient reminded me I need to spend more time on my business ideas, 252 00:13:11,859 --> 00:13:13,593 less time on the dance floor. 253 00:13:13,726 --> 00:13:15,528 I see a sparkle in your eyes. What is the product? 254 00:13:19,566 --> 00:13:23,070 My ingestible sensor that monitors gut bacteria 255 00:13:23,203 --> 00:13:24,737 as it travels through the GI tract. 256 00:13:24,872 --> 00:13:27,340 Gross yet cool. 257 00:13:27,474 --> 00:13:28,641 How are you gonna collect the data? 258 00:13:28,775 --> 00:13:30,610 Ideally, real-time monitoring. 259 00:13:30,743 --> 00:13:32,980 I'm looking at wireless open-source programs. 260 00:13:33,113 --> 00:13:34,747 You could connect the sensor 261 00:13:34,882 --> 00:13:36,216 with a smartphone via Bluetooth. 262 00:13:36,349 --> 00:13:40,353 That would be amazing. 263 00:13:40,487 --> 00:13:42,655 But that code would be pretty complicated to write. 264 00:13:44,191 --> 00:13:46,259 Not for...me. 265 00:13:48,461 --> 00:13:51,198 You'd have time for that on top of your IT work? 266 00:13:51,331 --> 00:13:53,934 Says the second-year resident looking to disrupt the med-tech business. 267 00:13:54,067 --> 00:13:56,103 Ah. 268 00:13:56,236 --> 00:13:58,805 I wouldn't be able to pay you, at least not up front. 269 00:13:58,939 --> 00:14:00,974 We could divvy up the spoils. 270 00:14:07,747 --> 00:14:09,249 75%, 25% final offer. 271 00:14:09,382 --> 00:14:10,850 Hell yes, partner. 272 00:14:10,984 --> 00:14:12,619 Welcome aboard. 273 00:14:15,255 --> 00:14:16,789 Put this on your calendar... 274 00:14:16,924 --> 00:14:19,059 May 2025, yacht shopping. 275 00:14:19,192 --> 00:14:20,627 Okay. Yes! 276 00:14:23,931 --> 00:14:25,198 Dr. Murphy? 277 00:14:27,334 --> 00:14:29,169 Please stop encouraging Trent. 278 00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:32,605 Your interest in his body modifications 279 00:14:32,739 --> 00:14:34,307 comes across as an endorsement. 280 00:14:35,008 --> 00:14:36,376 Oh, I am interested. 281 00:14:36,509 --> 00:14:38,345 Why would I pretend that I'm not? 282 00:14:38,478 --> 00:14:41,148 Not so long ago, we were talking about amputating fingers. 283 00:14:41,281 --> 00:14:43,750 Someone has to talk some sense into my son before he does this again. 284 00:14:47,254 --> 00:14:49,822 I'm happy to have a chat with him. 285 00:14:51,058 --> 00:14:53,560 He seems to connect with Dr. Murphy. 286 00:14:54,627 --> 00:14:56,396 If you talk to him, he might listen. 287 00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:01,101 I...would not be very good at that. 288 00:15:10,710 --> 00:15:12,545 Kayla, next I'm gonna ask you a series of prompts 289 00:15:12,679 --> 00:15:14,547 to help us map your brain activity. 290 00:15:14,681 --> 00:15:15,548 I'll do my best. 291 00:15:16,583 --> 00:15:18,085 Think of a nice memory. 292 00:15:18,218 --> 00:15:19,686 Something from a happy time. 293 00:15:22,855 --> 00:15:24,591 You didn't like any of the apartments I sent you? 294 00:15:25,993 --> 00:15:28,195 As predicted, altered limbic activity 295 00:15:28,328 --> 00:15:29,796 in the connections to the cingulate cortex. 296 00:15:30,998 --> 00:15:32,432 The apartments are okay. 297 00:15:32,565 --> 00:15:34,334 I'm shocked you're so easy to please. 298 00:15:34,467 --> 00:15:36,769 You're such a quibbler. 299 00:15:36,903 --> 00:15:39,539 "Hate art deco." "Low ceilings equal doom." 300 00:15:39,672 --> 00:15:42,075 "Berber carpets hurt my feet." 301 00:15:42,209 --> 00:15:44,544 Well... 302 00:15:44,677 --> 00:15:46,713 Kayla, now I need you to think of an unpleasant memory. 303 00:15:48,815 --> 00:15:51,384 Take it as a compliment that I'm so picky. 304 00:15:51,518 --> 00:15:54,254 Picky's fine, passive not so much. 305 00:15:54,387 --> 00:15:55,388 Send me some links. 306 00:15:58,725 --> 00:15:59,959 More abnormal connectivity. 307 00:16:02,429 --> 00:16:04,764 We're getting motion artifacts. 308 00:16:04,897 --> 00:16:06,433 She's moving around. 309 00:16:06,566 --> 00:16:07,800 Kayla, can you try and hold still? 310 00:16:11,371 --> 00:16:13,306 I'm sorry. Can we please stop? 311 00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:14,607 Kayla? Where does it hurt? Mm-hmm? 312 00:16:15,708 --> 00:16:16,609 Everywhere. 313 00:16:18,411 --> 00:16:19,912 It's back. 314 00:16:32,892 --> 00:16:34,261 You never came to bed. 315 00:16:34,394 --> 00:16:35,595 We were supposed to have sex. 316 00:16:35,728 --> 00:16:36,829 Sorry. 317 00:16:36,963 --> 00:16:39,132 Our sensor keeps running out of power 318 00:16:39,266 --> 00:16:41,468 halfway through the digestive tract. 319 00:16:41,601 --> 00:16:45,038 It's not on the schedule, but we could have sex now. 320 00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:46,606 I have to shower. 321 00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:47,674 I shower first. 322 00:16:50,410 --> 00:16:54,647 Okay. I will be flexible and make you coffee. 323 00:16:54,781 --> 00:16:56,183 Thank you. 324 00:17:14,334 --> 00:17:15,335 Good morning. 325 00:17:26,113 --> 00:17:27,747 How's Kayla? 326 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:31,584 In pain and on the edge of a full depressive episode. 327 00:17:31,718 --> 00:17:34,654 I upped her gabapentin and started a low-dose ketamine IV. 328 00:17:34,787 --> 00:17:36,389 Smart. 329 00:17:36,523 --> 00:17:37,724 Hmm. 330 00:17:39,326 --> 00:17:41,060 You know we'll have to get her off the ketamine 331 00:17:41,194 --> 00:17:43,263 before we take another shot at finishing the fMRI. 332 00:17:47,634 --> 00:17:50,203 Do you not want to move in with me? 333 00:17:50,337 --> 00:17:52,872 I've been busy. I have other patients. 334 00:17:53,005 --> 00:17:55,242 Allow me to present multitasking. 335 00:17:55,375 --> 00:17:57,777 Look at that. Three-bedroom, two-bath, 336 00:17:57,910 --> 00:17:59,712 courtyard building with a pool. 337 00:17:59,846 --> 00:18:02,048 We'd have a guest room for Kellan, a shared office, 338 00:18:02,182 --> 00:18:05,084 and it's 10 minutes from the hospital. 339 00:18:05,218 --> 00:18:07,887 Well, looks like the master bedroom window's overlooking the courtyard. 340 00:18:08,020 --> 00:18:09,189 I know. Nice. 341 00:18:09,322 --> 00:18:10,657 Not nice. Loud. 342 00:18:15,228 --> 00:18:17,464 Then show me one you do like. 343 00:18:18,731 --> 00:18:20,600 Oh, hell no. 344 00:18:20,733 --> 00:18:22,202 I'm gonna update the brother. 345 00:18:23,736 --> 00:18:24,737 You paged me? 346 00:18:24,871 --> 00:18:26,173 Good morning, Shaun. 347 00:18:26,306 --> 00:18:27,540 Lea and I missed our sex night. 348 00:18:27,674 --> 00:18:28,808 It is not a good morning. 349 00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:30,543 Agreed. 350 00:18:32,379 --> 00:18:34,381 Mine started with a distraught mother 351 00:18:34,514 --> 00:18:37,884 whose son you refused to advise against biohacking? 352 00:18:38,017 --> 00:18:40,887 What he chooses to do when he is 18 is up to him. 353 00:18:41,020 --> 00:18:42,455 True, but you could advise him 354 00:18:42,589 --> 00:18:44,924 against the dangers of further mods. 355 00:18:45,057 --> 00:18:47,494 Trent enjoys the connections he has made 356 00:18:47,627 --> 00:18:49,462 in the biohacking community. 357 00:18:49,596 --> 00:18:51,898 You really think the emotional benefits of belonging 358 00:18:52,031 --> 00:18:53,633 outweigh the physical dangers for this kid? 359 00:18:54,567 --> 00:18:56,936 Teens do many dangerous things. 360 00:18:57,069 --> 00:18:58,605 If he injured himself skateboarding, 361 00:18:58,738 --> 00:19:00,940 should I advise him never to skateboard again, 362 00:19:01,073 --> 00:19:02,775 which could alienate him from his skateboarder friends? 363 00:19:03,876 --> 00:19:05,578 Is there a potential for medical harm? 364 00:19:06,213 --> 00:19:07,480 Yes. 365 00:19:07,614 --> 00:19:08,748 Then remind your patient of that. 366 00:19:10,683 --> 00:19:12,084 You have no trouble being honest. 367 00:19:15,087 --> 00:19:18,658 I'll do it, only because you're my boss. 368 00:19:19,659 --> 00:19:20,660 Case in point. 369 00:19:29,035 --> 00:19:32,205 Justin's refusing to let me finish Kayla's fMRI. 370 00:19:32,339 --> 00:19:33,773 He thinks her being in the hospital 371 00:19:33,906 --> 00:19:34,941 is what triggered this latest episode. 372 00:19:35,074 --> 00:19:37,610 He... He's totally dug in. 373 00:19:37,744 --> 00:19:39,779 It's a judgment call. Legally, it's his judgment. 374 00:19:39,912 --> 00:19:41,981 I need you to talk to him, get him to change his mind. 375 00:19:42,114 --> 00:19:44,183 Because? You're the surgeon. 376 00:19:44,317 --> 00:19:45,452 If medicine could persuade him, 377 00:19:45,585 --> 00:19:46,953 we'd be in surgery right now. 378 00:19:47,086 --> 00:19:48,221 So I should just give up? 379 00:19:48,355 --> 00:19:49,489 I don't know. Do you want to? 380 00:19:49,622 --> 00:19:50,957 No! Okay, then don't. 381 00:19:51,090 --> 00:19:51,991 Go find another tactic. 382 00:19:53,092 --> 00:19:54,193 Okay. 383 00:19:56,162 --> 00:19:59,632 No, no, no. I do the surgery, you do the selling. 384 00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:04,637 Okay, fine. 385 00:20:06,373 --> 00:20:08,241 Look at it this way. 386 00:20:08,375 --> 00:20:12,979 The brother has been cleaning up after his sister for years, right? 387 00:20:13,112 --> 00:20:16,983 So instead of trying to change his feelings about the surgery, 388 00:20:17,116 --> 00:20:19,652 maybe change his feelings about his sister. 389 00:20:24,391 --> 00:20:27,394 Future modifications could result in sepsis, 390 00:20:27,527 --> 00:20:30,630 severe arthritis, pseudo-tumor formation, nerve damage and paralysis. 391 00:20:30,763 --> 00:20:33,232 Suddenly you're a guy in a drug commercial... 392 00:20:33,366 --> 00:20:36,736 "Side effects include insomnia, rash, dry cough, and death." 393 00:20:38,671 --> 00:20:40,006 Sounds like my mom got to you. 394 00:20:40,139 --> 00:20:41,574 She tried. 395 00:20:41,708 --> 00:20:43,343 It didn't work, but then she went to my boss. 396 00:20:43,476 --> 00:20:44,677 That did work. 397 00:20:46,979 --> 00:20:50,283 I think that it is nice your mother cares about you. 398 00:20:51,684 --> 00:20:52,685 Mine did not. 399 00:20:55,755 --> 00:20:56,856 Mine used to. 400 00:20:58,791 --> 00:21:01,528 My dad used to travel a lot for work. 401 00:21:01,661 --> 00:21:05,732 He was always off pitching to investors, conferences in Vegas. 402 00:21:05,865 --> 00:21:08,200 And me and my mom would hang out all the time. 403 00:21:08,335 --> 00:21:10,703 Every weekend, she would take me to the Boardwalk. 404 00:21:10,837 --> 00:21:12,905 Never said no, no matter how many times 405 00:21:13,039 --> 00:21:14,674 I wanted to ride the Cyclone. 406 00:21:14,807 --> 00:21:16,543 The Cyclone made me nauseous. 407 00:21:18,545 --> 00:21:20,112 Now she's just working all the time. 408 00:21:20,246 --> 00:21:21,714 And whenever we're together, she's angry. 409 00:21:23,583 --> 00:21:24,717 Never stops nagging me. 410 00:21:26,386 --> 00:21:30,357 She doesn't like you biohacking. 411 00:21:30,490 --> 00:21:32,258 I don't think she'd like anything I do. 412 00:21:37,364 --> 00:21:39,098 Ohh, aah. 413 00:21:39,231 --> 00:21:40,633 Is it your finger? 414 00:21:40,767 --> 00:21:42,134 No, it's my wrist. 415 00:21:44,871 --> 00:21:47,640 Kayla's biggest trigger isn't being in the hospital, 416 00:21:47,774 --> 00:21:49,642 it's your control over her life. 417 00:21:50,777 --> 00:21:52,311 I reviewed her history in detail, 418 00:21:52,445 --> 00:21:54,313 and over the last five years, 419 00:21:54,447 --> 00:21:56,115 Kayla's major depressive episodes coincide 420 00:21:56,248 --> 00:21:58,317 with major life decisions 421 00:21:58,451 --> 00:22:00,753 that you've made on her behalf... 422 00:22:00,887 --> 00:22:02,955 Changing meds and moving homes, 423 00:22:03,089 --> 00:22:04,624 making decisions for the business. 424 00:22:04,757 --> 00:22:06,693 You're saying this is all my fault. 425 00:22:06,826 --> 00:22:10,697 She's saying that being in charge of my own life would be better for me. 426 00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:12,799 Until you get drunk or O.D. 427 00:22:14,266 --> 00:22:16,736 That was years ago. I'm not that person anymore. 428 00:22:16,869 --> 00:22:18,104 Because I've been protecting you. 429 00:22:18,237 --> 00:22:19,572 Because the conservatorship works. 430 00:22:21,608 --> 00:22:23,776 That argument means I'll be in this forever. 431 00:22:25,111 --> 00:22:26,613 If I'm doing well, it proves you right. 432 00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:29,148 If I'm a mess, proves you right. 433 00:22:30,450 --> 00:22:32,685 I'm tired of this, Justin. 434 00:22:32,819 --> 00:22:35,688 I'm tired of living the life that you want me to. 435 00:22:35,822 --> 00:22:38,858 You pick out my doctors, you search my cabinets, 436 00:22:38,991 --> 00:22:40,560 you test my urine for drugs. 437 00:22:40,693 --> 00:22:42,161 We can talk about relaxing some of those things. 438 00:22:42,294 --> 00:22:43,563 No! No. 439 00:22:43,696 --> 00:22:45,498 I'm done negotiating over my own life, 440 00:22:45,632 --> 00:22:47,834 of having what you think is best rammed down my throat. 441 00:22:47,967 --> 00:22:48,968 Kayla... Think acting like this is gonna 442 00:22:49,101 --> 00:22:50,503 change my mind about the surgery? 443 00:22:50,637 --> 00:22:51,538 It shouldn't have to. It's my life! 444 00:22:51,671 --> 00:22:53,172 It's my messed-up brain! 445 00:22:53,305 --> 00:22:56,175 This place is bad for you. I need her discharge papers. 446 00:22:56,308 --> 00:22:58,177 Stop telling her what to do! Stop telling everyone what to do! 447 00:22:58,310 --> 00:22:59,812 Kayla, please... Shut up! 448 00:22:59,946 --> 00:23:02,014 I need 10 milligrams of Haloperidol. 449 00:23:02,148 --> 00:23:03,683 Stop it. Shut up. 450 00:23:19,165 --> 00:23:21,668 The LED light you've installed in your right wrist 451 00:23:21,801 --> 00:23:24,336 has irreversibly damaged the joint. 452 00:23:24,471 --> 00:23:26,673 You will never regain full function in your hand. 453 00:23:28,575 --> 00:23:30,009 You'll need physical therapy 454 00:23:30,142 --> 00:23:33,580 until you can compensate with your non-dominant hand. 455 00:23:33,713 --> 00:23:36,415 Damn it, Trent. How many times did I tell you? 456 00:23:36,549 --> 00:23:37,817 Thousands, okay? 457 00:23:37,950 --> 00:23:39,919 But I'm such an idiot, and I never listened. 458 00:23:40,052 --> 00:23:41,387 I never said you were an idiot. 459 00:23:41,521 --> 00:23:42,755 I said to stop hurting yourself. 460 00:23:42,889 --> 00:23:45,224 Maybe some family counseling could help? 461 00:23:45,357 --> 00:23:47,226 No, she's the only one who needs counseling. 462 00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:48,661 She's the one who failed as a parent. 463 00:23:48,795 --> 00:23:50,196 Your choices are not my fault. 464 00:23:50,329 --> 00:23:52,164 But I'm stuck with yours. 465 00:23:52,298 --> 00:23:53,666 Like how you tossed Dad out. 466 00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:55,367 He walked out on us. 467 00:24:03,710 --> 00:24:05,077 I didn't want you to hate him. 468 00:24:07,313 --> 00:24:09,749 I hadn't realized that the alternative was hating me. 469 00:24:16,923 --> 00:24:18,891 Your father was a schemer. 470 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:23,930 He kept flitting from one big idea to the next, 471 00:24:24,063 --> 00:24:26,999 chasing fantasies instead of taking care of responsibility. 472 00:24:27,133 --> 00:24:28,901 That's a lie. You're a liar. 473 00:24:30,870 --> 00:24:32,939 He was a self-absorbed narcissist 474 00:24:33,072 --> 00:24:34,641 who cared more about himself than us. 475 00:24:34,774 --> 00:24:37,043 That's not true! Trent... 476 00:24:37,176 --> 00:24:38,911 Leave me alone! Get out! 477 00:24:40,613 --> 00:24:42,248 Get out! 478 00:24:59,065 --> 00:25:01,100 Lidocaine to numb you. 479 00:25:01,233 --> 00:25:03,369 I figured you'd want me to feel every stitch. 480 00:25:06,606 --> 00:25:08,741 I'm used to being the bad guy. 481 00:25:08,875 --> 00:25:10,342 Bad guys don't give up their lives 482 00:25:10,476 --> 00:25:12,511 to care for their little sisters. 483 00:25:12,645 --> 00:25:13,946 Thanks for seeing that. 484 00:25:17,283 --> 00:25:18,217 You feel that? 485 00:25:23,422 --> 00:25:26,759 People idealize what it's like being a kid, 486 00:25:26,893 --> 00:25:28,961 but, really, childhood blows. 487 00:25:29,729 --> 00:25:31,564 Being told what to do, 488 00:25:31,698 --> 00:25:34,634 where to go, how to behave. 489 00:25:36,736 --> 00:25:39,171 Spoken like someone who had a terrible childhood. 490 00:25:39,305 --> 00:25:43,342 It wasn't my wheelhouse, or my parents'. 491 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:49,916 Kayla's first try at growing up, she flamed out. 492 00:25:50,049 --> 00:25:51,751 Doesn't she deserve a second shot? 493 00:25:54,453 --> 00:25:56,455 Maybe. 494 00:25:56,589 --> 00:25:59,992 Leave it to Kayla to choose elective brain surgery for a maiden voyage. 495 00:26:02,394 --> 00:26:03,763 Scares the crap out of me. 496 00:26:05,898 --> 00:26:07,333 Tell her that. 497 00:26:16,075 --> 00:26:17,944 Jerome's birthday is coming up. 498 00:26:18,077 --> 00:26:19,511 I need to find him a great gift. 499 00:26:19,646 --> 00:26:21,013 Please don't distract me. 500 00:26:21,147 --> 00:26:23,816 I am looking for a surgical solution for Trent's wrist. 501 00:26:23,950 --> 00:26:25,818 That's valiant, but he's about to be discharged. 502 00:26:25,952 --> 00:26:28,755 I need a gift that says "I'm really into you," 503 00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:31,290 but, mm, without overdoing it. 504 00:26:31,423 --> 00:26:33,726 We could attempt a partial wrist fusion. 505 00:26:33,860 --> 00:26:35,962 Not for another year. Trent's still growing. 506 00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:39,832 Jordan mentioned you have some super cute race car pajamas. 507 00:26:39,966 --> 00:26:41,868 I could get Jerome a pair. 508 00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:44,871 They are classic cars, and I'd prefer not to discuss my sleepwear at work. 509 00:26:45,004 --> 00:26:47,974 We could give Trent a course of Methotrexate to combat... 510 00:26:48,107 --> 00:26:49,809 He'll adjust to the bad wrist. 511 00:26:49,942 --> 00:26:51,978 The bigger problem is that mother and son 512 00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:53,813 act like they hate each other. 513 00:26:53,946 --> 00:26:56,048 I have no idea how to fix that. 514 00:26:56,182 --> 00:26:59,618 He's managing his feelings by turning himself into a cyborg. 515 00:26:59,752 --> 00:27:02,321 Trent is not becoming a cyborg... 516 00:27:17,203 --> 00:27:19,105 But maybe he could! 517 00:27:27,780 --> 00:27:30,917 I can fix Trent's wrist. 518 00:27:31,050 --> 00:27:34,353 This experimental surgery uses a customized implant to replace his wrist joint. 519 00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:35,654 He will have full use of his wrist. 520 00:27:35,788 --> 00:27:38,090 Also, he will be very happy, 521 00:27:38,224 --> 00:27:39,759 because he'll have a one-of-a-kind body modification. 522 00:27:39,892 --> 00:27:41,728 E-Experimental? 523 00:27:41,861 --> 00:27:43,429 Would it be covered by our insurance? 524 00:27:43,930 --> 00:27:45,998 Mm, n-no. 525 00:27:46,132 --> 00:27:48,000 I-It is quite expensive. 526 00:27:49,668 --> 00:27:51,971 Which means I'm getting a second mortgage to pay for it. 527 00:27:53,572 --> 00:27:55,674 If Trent keeps getting other modifications, 528 00:27:55,808 --> 00:27:57,676 could that cause problems with this device? 529 00:28:00,980 --> 00:28:04,516 Yes, his body could reject the implant. 530 00:28:04,650 --> 00:28:05,852 Okay, but... Thank you... 531 00:28:05,985 --> 00:28:09,221 Trent should be able to follow the post-op regimen, 532 00:28:09,355 --> 00:28:11,057 including no further modifications. 533 00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:13,760 Or he'll keep seeing it as a cool hobby 534 00:28:13,893 --> 00:28:16,428 which allows him to stick it to his terrible and controlling mother. 535 00:28:20,066 --> 00:28:23,135 I can fix your son's wrist... 536 00:28:27,173 --> 00:28:28,607 ...with your consent. 537 00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:38,517 No. 538 00:28:54,433 --> 00:28:56,568 Looks like our sensor's gonna poop out before it gets pooped out. 539 00:28:56,702 --> 00:28:59,138 Maybe if we take another look at the component specs. 540 00:28:59,271 --> 00:29:01,707 I have drawn up a list of house rules that apply to Dr. Allen 541 00:29:01,841 --> 00:29:03,575 when she is working at our apartment. 542 00:29:03,709 --> 00:29:05,978 One, no work on scheduled sex nights. 543 00:29:06,112 --> 00:29:07,246 I can get down with that. 544 00:29:07,379 --> 00:29:09,048 Two, no brushing teeth in the kitchen sink. 545 00:29:09,648 --> 00:29:10,582 Agreed. 546 00:29:10,716 --> 00:29:12,184 Three, do not wear perfume. 547 00:29:12,318 --> 00:29:13,920 Four, do not speak in a loud voice. 548 00:29:14,053 --> 00:29:14,921 Five, please avoid eye contact. 549 00:29:15,054 --> 00:29:16,722 Shaun... I'm not finished. 550 00:29:16,856 --> 00:29:19,025 Avoid eye contact? Mm... 551 00:29:20,126 --> 00:29:21,193 Yes. 552 00:29:25,364 --> 00:29:28,734 Shaun, do you not like having me at your apartment? 553 00:29:28,868 --> 00:29:33,005 I don't like having anyone other than Lea at the apartment. 554 00:29:33,139 --> 00:29:35,741 With Lea, I feel safe. 555 00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:39,778 I am not obligated to follow the guidelines around social interactions. 556 00:29:39,912 --> 00:29:41,981 By the time I'm done with work, 557 00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,283 I have had enough of following guidelines. 558 00:29:44,416 --> 00:29:46,118 Shaunie, I never knew. 559 00:29:49,321 --> 00:29:50,722 We can work someplace else. 560 00:29:50,857 --> 00:29:52,624 The apartment is half Lea's. 561 00:29:52,758 --> 00:29:55,394 I am very happy she has found a friend and partner. 562 00:29:57,429 --> 00:29:58,597 Dr. Allen... 563 00:30:04,170 --> 00:30:06,072 ...you are part of my tribe. 564 00:30:07,907 --> 00:30:09,241 You are welcome in our home. 565 00:30:12,378 --> 00:30:14,013 As long as you follow the rules, including, 566 00:30:14,146 --> 00:30:17,149 six, I am allowed to ignore you when you are there. 567 00:30:35,567 --> 00:30:38,504 Does it ever feel to you like we go round and round, 568 00:30:38,637 --> 00:30:41,974 but we always find our way back to this same, sad place? 569 00:30:44,010 --> 00:30:45,945 I remember when we first got here. 570 00:30:46,078 --> 00:30:48,614 You were 12 571 00:30:48,747 --> 00:30:51,783 on a school field trip to the Municipal Garden. 572 00:30:53,619 --> 00:30:55,988 And I got there and watched you sketch roses. 573 00:30:56,122 --> 00:30:57,289 So confident, 574 00:30:58,690 --> 00:30:59,525 at peace, 575 00:31:01,693 --> 00:31:02,728 innocent. 576 00:31:06,832 --> 00:31:08,968 Then I had to tell you Mom and Dad were dead. 577 00:31:12,138 --> 00:31:14,306 I swore that I'd do everything I could 578 00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:16,308 to keep you from being hurt like that again. 579 00:31:19,445 --> 00:31:20,779 I know you're just trying to protect me. 580 00:31:25,451 --> 00:31:27,219 I'm protecting me, too. 581 00:31:33,725 --> 00:31:36,328 I've been so scared that I could lose you. 582 00:31:47,239 --> 00:31:50,542 During the fMRI, Dr. Reznick asked me to think of a happy memory. 583 00:31:53,179 --> 00:31:54,680 Silvertop, Nevada. 584 00:31:54,813 --> 00:31:56,215 Yeah. 585 00:31:56,348 --> 00:31:59,551 You and me on that river in the canoe. 586 00:31:59,685 --> 00:32:00,919 That cabin was such a dump. 587 00:32:01,053 --> 00:32:03,089 It was. 588 00:32:03,222 --> 00:32:04,690 And we were only there 'cause I screwed up 589 00:32:04,823 --> 00:32:06,425 and forgot to sign you up for that camp. 590 00:32:06,558 --> 00:32:07,726 Camp Capistrano. 591 00:32:07,859 --> 00:32:09,361 Yeah. 592 00:32:09,495 --> 00:32:12,498 That was the first summer after Mom and Dad died. 593 00:32:12,631 --> 00:32:13,865 You had an excuse. 594 00:32:15,601 --> 00:32:16,935 That was a good trip. 595 00:32:18,237 --> 00:32:19,405 Best vacation I ever had. 596 00:32:23,709 --> 00:32:25,077 I want that again. 597 00:32:25,877 --> 00:32:27,046 We can always go back. 598 00:32:28,047 --> 00:32:29,248 Not the trip. 599 00:32:30,682 --> 00:32:31,650 The freedom, 600 00:32:33,019 --> 00:32:35,221 that happiness 601 00:32:35,354 --> 00:32:38,090 without the next bout of pain and depression landing over me. 602 00:32:43,095 --> 00:32:44,430 This is my chance. 603 00:32:47,233 --> 00:32:48,434 Please let me take it. 604 00:32:59,878 --> 00:33:01,313 Okay. 605 00:33:16,928 --> 00:33:18,797 I'm dying to take this next step with you. 606 00:33:18,930 --> 00:33:21,200 Says the guy who's sandbagging the search. 607 00:33:21,333 --> 00:33:22,601 It's the money. 608 00:33:26,038 --> 00:33:30,442 Between Kellan's college tuition and my med school debt, 609 00:33:30,576 --> 00:33:31,810 there's not much left at the end of the month. 610 00:33:33,112 --> 00:33:34,980 And on top of that 611 00:33:35,114 --> 00:33:36,448 my credit's a mess. 612 00:33:38,584 --> 00:33:40,352 This is just about money? 613 00:33:41,153 --> 00:33:42,454 Just? 614 00:33:43,489 --> 00:33:45,191 If you can't afford it, I got you. 615 00:33:45,324 --> 00:33:48,460 I pay my own way. Always have, always will. 616 00:33:48,594 --> 00:33:51,163 Your financial issues are no reason to put our plans on hold. 617 00:33:51,297 --> 00:33:54,633 An easy thing to say when you've never had to worry about money, 618 00:33:54,766 --> 00:33:56,468 but some of us have had to live in the real world. 619 00:33:59,305 --> 00:34:01,640 And if you had the money and I didn't, 620 00:34:01,773 --> 00:34:03,675 you wouldn't want to improve both our situations? 621 00:34:05,511 --> 00:34:08,013 This isn't about the real world. 622 00:34:08,147 --> 00:34:09,115 It's about your pride. 623 00:34:22,194 --> 00:34:24,496 I have your prescriptions and therapy referrals. 624 00:34:26,165 --> 00:34:27,199 I can do it. 625 00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:29,501 Then do it. 626 00:34:36,475 --> 00:34:38,076 I'm guessing this is my fault, as well. 627 00:34:39,778 --> 00:34:41,180 Okay. 628 00:34:41,313 --> 00:34:43,849 The way you behave is very confusing and frustrating. 629 00:34:43,982 --> 00:34:45,651 It doesn't make sense at all. 630 00:34:45,784 --> 00:34:47,486 You criticize every choice Trent makes 631 00:34:47,619 --> 00:34:49,388 and never ask why he's making them. 632 00:34:49,521 --> 00:34:50,856 See? 633 00:34:50,989 --> 00:34:52,424 You deliberately made choices you knew 634 00:34:52,558 --> 00:34:53,725 your mother wouldn't approve of, 635 00:34:53,859 --> 00:34:56,027 and then were very angry when she didn't approve. 636 00:34:56,162 --> 00:34:58,230 Even he thinks you took your biohacking too far. 637 00:34:58,364 --> 00:34:59,898 She's been mad at me since Dad left. 638 00:35:00,031 --> 00:35:01,433 Oh, that's not true. Yes, it is. 639 00:35:02,234 --> 00:35:03,101 You don't like me. 640 00:35:04,770 --> 00:35:05,737 You don't like my friends. 641 00:35:05,871 --> 00:35:07,038 I don't understand your friends. 642 00:35:07,173 --> 00:35:08,540 You never tried to. 643 00:35:09,708 --> 00:35:10,909 You're just mad at me because... 644 00:35:12,678 --> 00:35:14,045 You're stuck with me. 645 00:35:22,288 --> 00:35:25,257 I have been mad, but not at you, 646 00:35:25,391 --> 00:35:26,725 at your father for leaving. 647 00:35:30,629 --> 00:35:32,764 Afraid I couldn't take care of you or support us. 648 00:35:35,601 --> 00:35:37,068 You were so hurt when your father left. 649 00:35:37,203 --> 00:35:40,038 All I wanted to do was make you feel better, but I just... 650 00:35:43,008 --> 00:35:44,042 I was too damaged 651 00:35:46,345 --> 00:35:48,947 and jealous of your new friends, 652 00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:50,749 when I should've been grateful. 653 00:35:52,718 --> 00:35:54,586 But I was afraid of losing you to them. 654 00:35:55,987 --> 00:35:57,589 After all, you like them. 655 00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:01,493 You're my mom. 656 00:36:03,629 --> 00:36:05,030 I'm not supposed to like you. 657 00:36:10,636 --> 00:36:11,770 Come here. 658 00:36:21,313 --> 00:36:24,115 Can I do the surgery now? 659 00:36:28,854 --> 00:36:30,789 You are gonna like this. 660 00:36:35,461 --> 00:36:36,628 Time to prep you for surgery. 661 00:36:39,665 --> 00:36:41,700 Before I go, um... 662 00:36:53,078 --> 00:36:54,513 I got a little inspired. 663 00:36:59,150 --> 00:37:00,919 I'll hang on to them for you. 664 00:37:07,225 --> 00:37:08,226 Ready? 665 00:37:09,295 --> 00:37:10,228 Yeah. 666 00:37:28,814 --> 00:37:31,583 Carpal resection looks good. 667 00:37:31,717 --> 00:37:33,352 What did you say to change Carrie's mind? 668 00:37:35,887 --> 00:37:37,122 I'm not sure. 669 00:37:38,189 --> 00:37:39,691 I tried to understand them. 670 00:37:41,159 --> 00:37:43,429 Maybe you could do me and my father next. 671 00:37:43,562 --> 00:37:46,698 Carpal and radial bones prepped for the upgrade. 672 00:37:50,636 --> 00:37:53,104 I'd say you get the honors. 673 00:37:53,238 --> 00:37:56,375 Resolving conflict is a crucial skill for an attending. 674 00:37:56,508 --> 00:37:57,976 Nicely done. 675 00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:08,720 Placing carpal ball onto the distal component. 676 00:38:14,092 --> 00:38:16,562 For the next few days, expect some headaches and fatigue, 677 00:38:16,695 --> 00:38:18,764 but the post-op symptoms should quickly pass. 678 00:38:20,198 --> 00:38:22,734 Kayla, how do you feel? 679 00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:26,772 Strange. 680 00:38:28,940 --> 00:38:30,175 Something's missing. 681 00:38:38,249 --> 00:38:39,250 The pain. 682 00:38:42,588 --> 00:38:44,756 And I think I'm still me. 683 00:38:49,094 --> 00:38:50,228 Bro-dad. 684 00:38:53,131 --> 00:38:55,601 ** You were listening to The Dark Side of the Moon 685 00:38:55,734 --> 00:38:57,669 ** I could barely see your eyes... 686 00:38:57,803 --> 00:38:59,705 We have to go see a judge. 687 00:38:59,838 --> 00:39:03,542 ** Psilocybin in a hotel room... 688 00:39:03,675 --> 00:39:05,777 It's time I was just your brother. 689 00:39:08,279 --> 00:39:14,753 ** I'll be your brightside Baby, tonight 690 00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:17,188 ** Tonight... 691 00:39:17,322 --> 00:39:21,860 The arthroplasty fixed Trent's wrist like I said it would. 692 00:39:21,993 --> 00:39:23,929 You will need significant therapy, 693 00:39:24,062 --> 00:39:25,997 but your prognosis is good. 694 00:39:26,131 --> 00:39:27,866 And you better take this seriously. 695 00:39:28,900 --> 00:39:30,869 Take your meds, do your rehab. 696 00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:34,806 Invite that friend of yours, Dixie, over for dinner. 697 00:39:35,273 --> 00:39:36,508 Really? 698 00:39:36,642 --> 00:39:38,477 Well, she seems interesting. 699 00:39:40,979 --> 00:39:45,350 These are the schematics of your wrist implant. 700 00:39:45,484 --> 00:39:48,219 The engineering specifications are quite interesting. 701 00:39:50,522 --> 00:39:52,958 Thanks, Dr. Murphy. 702 00:39:53,091 --> 00:39:55,894 ** You're stranded on the bridge 703 00:39:56,027 --> 00:39:59,030 ** You're crying for your kids 704 00:39:59,164 --> 00:40:04,603 ** I'll be your brightside Baby, tonight 705 00:40:04,736 --> 00:40:06,337 ** Tonight 706 00:40:06,472 --> 00:40:08,373 ** Tonight... 707 00:40:08,507 --> 00:40:10,108 I'm glad my key still works. 708 00:40:12,711 --> 00:40:14,412 It was about my pride. 709 00:40:15,714 --> 00:40:17,749 And I used that as an obstacle, 710 00:40:17,883 --> 00:40:19,150 instead of being honest with you. 711 00:40:21,352 --> 00:40:23,188 I'm sorry. 712 00:40:27,959 --> 00:40:32,030 It's a big step, but let's keep talking. 713 00:40:33,999 --> 00:40:36,234 I'm sure I'll get over myself, in time. 714 00:40:37,168 --> 00:40:38,103 Can you do it in a month? 715 00:40:41,773 --> 00:40:43,742 Because I found a house that I love. 716 00:40:46,077 --> 00:40:47,045 Gorgeous. 717 00:40:47,178 --> 00:40:48,379 Mm. 718 00:40:48,514 --> 00:40:50,516 And at that price, it should be. 719 00:40:50,649 --> 00:40:52,851 I would be very grateful for a studly roommate 720 00:40:52,984 --> 00:40:54,385 who could cover the utility bills. 721 00:40:54,520 --> 00:40:55,587 What about rent? 722 00:40:57,022 --> 00:41:00,692 I was thinking services rendered, like... 723 00:41:02,060 --> 00:41:06,464 Shirtless lawn mowing, shirtless pool cleaning, 724 00:41:06,598 --> 00:41:08,900 shirtless meal prep. 725 00:41:10,869 --> 00:41:12,103 Well, certain studly men would argue 726 00:41:12,237 --> 00:41:14,472 if we don't start on equal footing, 727 00:41:14,606 --> 00:41:15,907 it'll never be our house. 728 00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:21,412 It'll be our home, because we'll make it that. 729 00:41:28,854 --> 00:41:30,455 A pool? What about a hot tub? 730 00:41:34,893 --> 00:41:37,328 Our power issue is a software issue. 731 00:41:37,462 --> 00:41:40,799 Because your data domain requirements mandate 732 00:41:40,932 --> 00:41:43,468 a specific chip that requires way more power than we can actually... 733 00:41:52,443 --> 00:41:54,179 ** I could see it in the air 734 00:41:55,781 --> 00:41:59,751 ** Every word was like smoke from a cigarette... 735 00:41:59,885 --> 00:42:04,022 What if the sensor had bad manners? 736 00:42:04,155 --> 00:42:05,857 Shuts down when it needs to rest, 737 00:42:05,991 --> 00:42:07,292 ignores what doesn't matter. 738 00:42:07,425 --> 00:42:09,561 It works, it rests, it works, it rests. 739 00:42:09,695 --> 00:42:11,362 We could extrapolate between the data points. 740 00:42:11,496 --> 00:42:12,964 That could double the sensor's life. 741 00:42:14,499 --> 00:42:16,234 You're pure inspiration, Shaun. 742 00:42:16,868 --> 00:42:18,469 I am ignoring you. 743 00:42:18,604 --> 00:42:20,338 ** I'll be your brightside Baby... 744 00:42:21,907 --> 00:42:25,110 ** Tonight, tonight 745 00:42:25,243 --> 00:42:27,478 ** Tonight **