1 00:00:00,195 --> 00:00:01,840 previously on queen sugar... 2 00:00:02,004 --> 00:00:04,470 I'm just afraid that he's gonna be able to track us down here. 3 00:00:04,628 --> 00:00:06,562 I've been where you've been. 4 00:00:06,747 --> 00:00:09,480 We're not gonna be able to hide away in a cabana. 5 00:00:09,505 --> 00:00:11,756 Then maybe it's time we tell the family. 6 00:00:11,858 --> 00:00:13,402 I'm billie denton, prosper's daughter. 7 00:00:13,426 --> 00:00:15,320 she says that I can't visit prosper. 8 00:00:15,344 --> 00:00:17,428 Not at the hospital or at the house. 9 00:00:17,513 --> 00:00:19,491 look, we may not be prosper's blood, 10 00:00:19,515 --> 00:00:20,981 but we are family. 11 00:00:21,067 --> 00:00:22,067 And you owe me. 12 00:00:22,168 --> 00:00:24,001 You are having a little girl. 13 00:00:24,103 --> 00:00:25,336 Yeah. 14 00:00:25,438 --> 00:00:27,850 You're gonna love your baby girl better than I loved mine. 15 00:00:27,874 --> 00:00:30,194 it ain't over till it's over, mr. Prosper. 16 00:00:32,612 --> 00:00:34,089 - oh. - hey, hey. 17 00:00:36,249 --> 00:00:39,283 I can do it, it's just making too much fuss. 18 00:00:39,368 --> 00:00:41,930 a few more weeks of physical therapy and you'll be good as new. 19 00:00:41,954 --> 00:00:43,599 no, better than new. 20 00:00:43,623 --> 00:00:46,068 Gonna have to put up a fist to keep the ladies away, right? 21 00:00:46,092 --> 00:00:49,009 You gave us quite a scare, prosper. 22 00:00:49,095 --> 00:00:51,023 ah, that's just the first round. 23 00:00:51,047 --> 00:00:53,130 He'll come back like ali, huh? 24 00:00:53,232 --> 00:00:54,765 you look good. 25 00:00:54,867 --> 00:00:56,033 Mmm. 26 00:00:56,135 --> 00:00:57,601 welcome, baby. 27 00:00:58,221 --> 00:00:59,804 Can I get you anything? 28 00:00:59,889 --> 00:01:01,272 no, I'm fine. 29 00:01:02,608 --> 00:01:05,204 Unless you got some of that pecan pie with you. 30 00:01:07,613 --> 00:01:11,198 I told hollywood that you were gonna want some. 31 00:01:11,284 --> 00:01:13,534 I got you. 32 00:01:13,619 --> 00:01:16,787 Yeah, you know, I wish I could see your face behind that mask. 33 00:01:16,906 --> 00:01:19,573 I can feel the love, though. Yeah, thank you. 34 00:01:31,771 --> 00:01:33,170 hey. 35 00:01:35,091 --> 00:01:36,390 how are you? 36 00:01:36,476 --> 00:01:39,009 This can't be easy for either of you, 37 00:01:39,095 --> 00:01:41,345 stepping into these new roles. 38 00:01:41,430 --> 00:01:43,564 He's so open with your family. 39 00:01:43,649 --> 00:01:45,716 just give it some time. 40 00:01:45,818 --> 00:01:48,652 When you're in chicago, all he talks about is you. 41 00:01:48,771 --> 00:01:52,690 And when I'm here, all he talks about is the bordelons. 42 00:01:52,775 --> 00:01:55,855 then there's love on both sides of the equation. 43 00:01:58,614 --> 00:02:01,765 Just think about this as a do-over, 44 00:02:01,868 --> 00:02:05,503 you know, a chance to make it what you want it to be. 45 00:02:10,009 --> 00:02:12,187 I'm so glad to see you out of that hospital. 46 00:02:12,211 --> 00:02:13,331 yeah. Me, too. 47 00:02:13,379 --> 00:02:15,713 Yeah, counting my blessings. 48 00:02:15,798 --> 00:02:19,133 Keep thinking about all those people that couldn't come home. 49 00:02:19,802 --> 00:02:22,502 Amen. Too much pain this year. 50 00:02:23,356 --> 00:02:25,806 But you waking up was a ray of light. 51 00:02:27,310 --> 00:02:30,060 Keep shining on us, okay? 52 00:02:30,146 --> 00:02:32,780 I intend to. You know, I intend to. 53 00:03:11,103 --> 00:03:12,381 - yeah. - ooh. 54 00:03:13,856 --> 00:03:15,334 - oh, baby. - hey, baby. 55 00:03:15,358 --> 00:03:17,002 oh, is this all for my grand opening? 56 00:03:17,026 --> 00:03:18,837 We're gonna need more napkins for the ribs. 57 00:03:18,861 --> 00:03:22,363 No, sir. Your supplies are already boxed up in the back. 58 00:03:22,448 --> 00:03:24,159 What's this big, old box? Who is it for? 59 00:03:24,183 --> 00:03:27,117 My customers. Stop being so nosy. 60 00:03:27,203 --> 00:03:29,286 You need to mind your own business. 61 00:03:29,372 --> 00:03:32,289 Hey, can you pick up the rentals? 62 00:03:32,375 --> 00:03:34,353 They're reserved under the real spot. 63 00:03:34,377 --> 00:03:35,759 I'm on it. 64 00:03:35,878 --> 00:03:37,044 I'm on it, I'm on it. 65 00:03:56,649 --> 00:03:58,899 you sure? How low? 66 00:03:58,985 --> 00:04:00,367 really low. 67 00:04:00,453 --> 00:04:03,048 So basically you're saying both cane hauls is a bust? 68 00:04:03,072 --> 00:04:04,632 - Yeah. - Damn. 69 00:04:06,158 --> 00:04:07,708 All right. 70 00:04:07,793 --> 00:04:10,044 If you could salvage anything, I appreciate it. 71 00:04:10,129 --> 00:04:11,629 Will do. 72 00:04:11,747 --> 00:04:13,907 - see you in a minute. - yep. 73 00:04:14,433 --> 00:04:16,133 You okay, ralph? 74 00:04:16,252 --> 00:04:18,302 What's up with them arbitrations? 75 00:04:18,421 --> 00:04:19,448 Some of us ain't gonna make it 76 00:04:19,472 --> 00:04:21,316 if those remedy checks don't come in soon. 77 00:04:21,340 --> 00:04:23,507 Look, if you need anything, I... 78 00:04:23,592 --> 00:04:25,570 - you know, right? - It's a little deeper than that, charley. 79 00:04:25,594 --> 00:04:27,811 We wouldn't be in this mess without the usda. 80 00:04:28,748 --> 00:04:30,014 They need to pay up. 81 00:04:31,484 --> 00:04:33,562 hopefully we'll get some answers today. 82 00:04:33,586 --> 00:04:35,266 - Oh, hi. - hey. 83 00:04:35,788 --> 00:04:37,165 - What up, there? - Hi. 84 00:04:37,189 --> 00:04:38,267 - hey. - what's up? 85 00:04:38,291 --> 00:04:39,918 - hi. - hi. 86 00:04:39,942 --> 00:04:41,225 hi. 87 00:04:41,327 --> 00:04:43,694 Prosper asked her to stand in for him. 88 00:04:43,779 --> 00:04:46,591 You know, she be doing her little real-estate thing in chicago. 89 00:04:46,615 --> 00:04:48,010 Well, I'm just a paralegal, 90 00:04:48,034 --> 00:04:50,312 but I've been helping with redlining cases for years. 91 00:04:50,336 --> 00:04:52,903 It's all legal mumbo-jumbo to me. 92 00:04:53,005 --> 00:04:55,600 Good to have somebody who speak their language on our side. 93 00:04:55,624 --> 00:04:57,602 I just want my daddy's paperwork to be right. 94 00:04:57,626 --> 00:05:00,746 And if I can help anyone along the way, I'm happy to do so. 95 00:05:02,114 --> 00:05:03,213 I'll see you inside. 96 00:05:03,332 --> 00:05:05,466 - Nova. - afternoon. 97 00:05:07,303 --> 00:05:08,635 Don't let her fool you. 98 00:05:08,721 --> 00:05:10,532 She talks a good game, but you can't trust her. 99 00:05:10,556 --> 00:05:13,307 What I'm not gonna do is get between y'all little beef. 100 00:05:13,392 --> 00:05:14,675 Come on. 101 00:05:21,851 --> 00:05:23,233 sheriff, 102 00:05:23,853 --> 00:05:25,019 can I help you? 103 00:05:25,805 --> 00:05:26,854 No, ma'am. 104 00:05:27,857 --> 00:05:29,823 Let me be more specific. 105 00:05:29,909 --> 00:05:31,275 What are you doing here? 106 00:05:31,360 --> 00:05:33,827 Oh, we got a call from a concerned citizen. 107 00:05:33,913 --> 00:05:34,913 about what? 108 00:05:35,031 --> 00:05:36,725 It's a meeting for the farmers collective. 109 00:05:36,749 --> 00:05:38,499 The black farmers collective. 110 00:05:38,584 --> 00:05:40,529 you're saying black folk can't have a meeting? 111 00:05:40,553 --> 00:05:42,397 What are you saying, I can't attend a public meeting 112 00:05:42,421 --> 00:05:44,054 paid for by my tax dollars? 113 00:05:46,042 --> 00:05:47,391 Of course you can. 114 00:05:51,047 --> 00:05:52,496 Of course I can. 115 00:05:55,351 --> 00:05:56,600 what is this, charley? 116 00:05:57,553 --> 00:05:58,936 Feel like a setup. 117 00:06:16,555 --> 00:06:18,555 you want to tell me what's going on? 118 00:06:35,608 --> 00:06:37,441 hey, celine. It's okay. 119 00:06:38,277 --> 00:06:41,445 He knows. This is hollywood, my husband. 120 00:06:41,530 --> 00:06:43,363 He wanted to meet you. 121 00:06:43,449 --> 00:06:45,227 Nice to meet you, mr. Hollywood. 122 00:06:45,251 --> 00:06:48,168 - and who is this? - Come on. 123 00:06:48,287 --> 00:06:53,156 This is my son gabriel, named after the angel from the bible. 124 00:06:53,259 --> 00:06:55,442 Are you famous, mr. Hollywood? 125 00:06:55,544 --> 00:06:58,545 I'm famous at tic-tac-toe. You know what that is? 126 00:06:58,798 --> 00:06:59,996 No, sir. 127 00:07:00,099 --> 00:07:01,598 Oh, we gonna have to fix that. 128 00:07:10,459 --> 00:07:14,111 that is the first time I've seen my baby smile in weeks. 129 00:07:15,648 --> 00:07:18,031 I sure can't seem to make him smile anymore. 130 00:07:18,150 --> 00:07:21,685 He will smile again when you can smile again. 131 00:07:21,787 --> 00:07:24,138 You've got a lot on your shoulders, baby. 132 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:26,206 But you're surviving. 133 00:07:26,325 --> 00:07:29,525 Ma'am, I feel like I've been barely surviving now for over a year. 134 00:07:30,296 --> 00:07:33,080 It just won't let up. 135 00:07:33,182 --> 00:07:35,499 We was all trapped in that house 136 00:07:35,584 --> 00:07:38,218 when greg lost his job because of covid, 137 00:07:38,337 --> 00:07:42,756 no work for either of us, no school for gabriel. 138 00:07:42,842 --> 00:07:47,544 I thought, "that man has been taken his frustrations out on me 139 00:07:47,646 --> 00:07:49,012 since we got married. 140 00:07:50,149 --> 00:07:51,815 I'm getting used to it." 141 00:07:52,852 --> 00:07:54,518 but then, 142 00:07:54,603 --> 00:07:57,688 them little pops in the mouth turned into fists in my face. 143 00:07:59,108 --> 00:08:01,358 I felt my soul slipping away. 144 00:08:02,027 --> 00:08:03,193 I thought I could take it. 145 00:08:03,279 --> 00:08:05,612 I've been taking it all these years but... 146 00:08:07,833 --> 00:08:09,449 Ooh, ms. Vi, 147 00:08:09,535 --> 00:08:14,004 the man started taking his frustrations out on gabriel 148 00:08:14,840 --> 00:08:16,239 and I had to go. 149 00:08:16,876 --> 00:08:19,960 Nobody is hurting my baby. 150 00:08:21,530 --> 00:08:22,880 you're right. 151 00:08:22,965 --> 00:08:26,967 Nobody's hurting your baby and nobody's hurting you, not anymore. 152 00:08:28,387 --> 00:08:32,756 That's all because you took a stand for yourself. 153 00:08:32,841 --> 00:08:34,808 You got out of there. 154 00:08:34,894 --> 00:08:40,731 You're smart. You came to a parish where he don't know folks. 155 00:08:41,534 --> 00:08:43,266 And, baby, 156 00:08:43,369 --> 00:08:46,236 you connected with the right people, baby. 157 00:08:46,906 --> 00:08:50,574 You are here, you are safe. 158 00:08:51,493 --> 00:08:53,944 And you are going to get through this 159 00:08:54,046 --> 00:08:57,297 and have a beautiful testimony. 160 00:08:57,416 --> 00:08:58,999 Believe that. 161 00:09:10,095 --> 00:09:12,796 look, I understand your frustration 162 00:09:12,898 --> 00:09:14,938 and I'll get to all of your questions. 163 00:09:15,198 --> 00:09:17,531 There's only one question that matters. 164 00:09:18,187 --> 00:09:20,437 When y'all gonna make receipts for our claims 165 00:09:20,522 --> 00:09:22,584 and when y'all gonna cut our checks? that's right. 166 00:09:22,608 --> 00:09:25,253 We have to take every allegation seriously. mm-hmm. 167 00:09:25,277 --> 00:09:27,088 And that's caused some unexpected delays. 168 00:09:27,112 --> 00:09:28,907 now we've been jacked around long enough, 169 00:09:28,931 --> 00:09:30,175 - y'all need to pay us. - pay us. 170 00:09:30,199 --> 00:09:32,799 Pay us! Pay us! Pay us! 171 00:09:32,901 --> 00:09:36,536 First, you got to be black to get a vaccine and now this? 172 00:09:36,639 --> 00:09:38,171 Where's our special fund? 173 00:09:38,274 --> 00:09:40,290 okay, this fund was set up 174 00:09:40,376 --> 00:09:42,709 to cover generational discrimination. 175 00:09:42,795 --> 00:09:45,295 Seems like it's about reparations to me. 176 00:09:45,381 --> 00:09:46,830 this isn't reparations. 177 00:09:46,932 --> 00:09:50,017 Reparations will be paying back the $5.9 trillion 178 00:09:50,135 --> 00:09:52,197 owed to our ancestors and their descendants. 179 00:09:52,221 --> 00:09:54,282 - See, she admits it, right out of her mouth. - oh, yeah, thief. 180 00:09:54,306 --> 00:09:56,890 You stole proceedings from our vaccine drive! 181 00:09:56,976 --> 00:09:58,358 You're stealing right now. 182 00:09:58,477 --> 00:10:02,029 We're processing these claims as fast as we can. 183 00:10:02,147 --> 00:10:04,564 But the more claims, the slower the process. 184 00:10:04,650 --> 00:10:08,035 All claims have to be fully investigated. 185 00:10:08,153 --> 00:10:10,821 It can take time, longer than you might expect. 186 00:10:12,291 --> 00:10:15,692 sir, pigford v. Glickman already set the legal precedent. 187 00:10:15,794 --> 00:10:17,806 The patterns of discrimination are clear. 188 00:10:17,830 --> 00:10:19,641 There's no point in dragging this out. 189 00:10:19,665 --> 00:10:21,748 Pay these farmers what they are owed 190 00:10:21,834 --> 00:10:24,479 or they'll be forced to take their grievances to court for emergency relief. 191 00:10:30,976 --> 00:10:32,320 that's the update we have. 192 00:10:32,344 --> 00:10:33,672 We'll have another in about six weeks. 193 00:10:33,696 --> 00:10:35,073 - six weeks? - six weeks? 194 00:10:35,097 --> 00:10:36,508 what do you mean six weeks, huh? 195 00:10:36,532 --> 00:10:38,932 What am I supposed to do for six weeks? Hey! 196 00:10:39,034 --> 00:10:40,600 Six weeks! 197 00:10:46,692 --> 00:10:48,025 why you ain't tell me, vi? 198 00:10:49,194 --> 00:10:52,079 Now what if... What if her husband showed up? 199 00:10:52,197 --> 00:10:54,237 And I ain't even know where you were. 200 00:10:54,700 --> 00:10:56,177 This is what I'm always talking about, vi. 201 00:10:56,201 --> 00:10:58,368 And that's why I didn't tell you. 202 00:10:59,672 --> 00:11:02,405 'cause I knew this is exactly how you would act, 203 00:11:02,508 --> 00:11:06,910 telling me that I'm always helping everybody else. 204 00:11:07,012 --> 00:11:09,441 I just didn't want to fight anymore about how I do me. 205 00:11:09,465 --> 00:11:12,193 That's what you think about me, just a broken record. 206 00:11:12,217 --> 00:11:15,635 Look, you and me, we're the same. 207 00:11:15,721 --> 00:11:20,390 The real spot is just you taking care of everybody else instead of yourself. 208 00:11:22,861 --> 00:11:23,894 Wow. 209 00:11:56,311 --> 00:11:58,461 - yeah, what? - yeah, what? 210 00:11:58,564 --> 00:12:01,982 I know I raised you better than to answer the phone like that. 211 00:12:02,101 --> 00:12:04,162 sorry, I didn't see it was you. 212 00:12:04,186 --> 00:12:06,436 I just want to remind you about dinner tonight 213 00:12:06,522 --> 00:12:09,472 with your dad and the family at aunt vi's. 214 00:12:09,575 --> 00:12:12,655 That's a sentence I never thought I'd hear you say again. 215 00:12:16,615 --> 00:12:19,199 Well, um, do you want to talk about it, 216 00:12:19,752 --> 00:12:20,951 talk it through? 217 00:12:23,622 --> 00:12:26,873 Your feelings about all of this are important to us, micah. 218 00:12:27,760 --> 00:12:29,159 I hope you know that. 219 00:12:29,261 --> 00:12:30,994 No, no. 220 00:12:31,096 --> 00:12:34,598 I just want you to be happy. 221 00:12:34,683 --> 00:12:35,803 I want him to be happy. 222 00:12:35,851 --> 00:12:38,096 So if you two think that you can be happy together, 223 00:12:38,120 --> 00:12:40,220 then, by all means, go for it. 224 00:12:42,124 --> 00:12:43,423 All right? Um, 225 00:12:44,585 --> 00:12:46,665 I don't want you to hurt like that again. 226 00:12:47,899 --> 00:12:50,019 I don't think either of us could take it. 227 00:12:50,748 --> 00:12:52,828 Thank you, baby, for... For saying that. 228 00:12:54,403 --> 00:12:55,403 I hear you. 229 00:12:55,487 --> 00:12:57,449 I'll, um, I'll see you later tonight? 230 00:12:57,473 --> 00:12:58,638 I'll see you tonight. 231 00:12:58,740 --> 00:12:59,873 Bye, sweetheart. 232 00:13:01,464 --> 00:13:03,965 Guess I thought he'd be happier 233 00:13:04,003 --> 00:13:05,336 that we were back together. 234 00:13:07,763 --> 00:13:10,314 He used to talk about it all the time. 235 00:13:10,752 --> 00:13:12,886 He won't be alone in his reservations. 236 00:13:16,141 --> 00:13:19,843 you know, some of your family might not be too happy seeing us together. 237 00:13:21,072 --> 00:13:23,134 And no one in your family is gonna hold back. 238 00:13:23,159 --> 00:13:26,666 Well, I know some might be surprised, 239 00:13:27,065 --> 00:13:30,099 but I don't think anyone is gonna be opposed. 240 00:13:30,312 --> 00:13:31,644 Well, 241 00:13:32,074 --> 00:13:35,492 I am ready to plead my case with the court of the bordelons. 242 00:13:36,862 --> 00:13:39,340 - I have my opening remarks ready, my rebuttals. - Wow. 243 00:13:39,364 --> 00:13:42,916 Yeah, and I just have to withstand the cross-examination 244 00:13:43,035 --> 00:13:45,168 so that I can get to my closing argument. 245 00:13:45,254 --> 00:13:46,786 They are indeed a handful. 246 00:13:48,540 --> 00:13:51,424 May not be easy, but you're up to it. 247 00:13:51,543 --> 00:13:53,009 Ain't no other way to be. 248 00:14:11,146 --> 00:14:13,708 I saw your talk with tarana burke on your live. 249 00:14:13,732 --> 00:14:15,232 It was powerful. 250 00:14:15,317 --> 00:14:18,068 Thank you. Thanks very much. 251 00:14:18,153 --> 00:14:19,764 - Did you watch? - Of course I did. 252 00:14:19,788 --> 00:14:21,788 Excellent, as always. 253 00:14:21,907 --> 00:14:24,352 You got me thinking about our intersection with whiteness. 254 00:14:24,376 --> 00:14:28,712 It's a lot to unpack. A lot to process. 255 00:14:29,748 --> 00:14:32,282 What, am I being too dramatic? 256 00:14:32,384 --> 00:14:34,279 No, you should just check out my uncle's new space 257 00:14:34,303 --> 00:14:36,064 the real spot one of these days. 258 00:14:36,088 --> 00:14:37,782 It's a place for men to process. 259 00:14:37,806 --> 00:14:39,551 I'm not sure what goes on in there, 260 00:14:39,575 --> 00:14:42,120 but maybe you can give us ladies a scoop on what happens inside. 261 00:14:42,144 --> 00:14:44,064 yeah, we want the scoop. 262 00:14:44,096 --> 00:14:45,240 Oh, no, ma'am. No, ma'am. 263 00:14:45,264 --> 00:14:46,991 If the real spot is a spot just for men, 264 00:14:47,015 --> 00:14:49,911 then what happens at the real spot stays at the real spot. 265 00:14:49,935 --> 00:14:51,818 Oh, you got slogans. 266 00:14:51,937 --> 00:14:54,070 I've been writing them down. 267 00:14:54,156 --> 00:14:55,488 Bye, y'all. 268 00:15:19,881 --> 00:15:22,799 never thought I'd see the day davis was back in this house. 269 00:15:22,884 --> 00:15:24,601 Me neither, 270 00:15:24,686 --> 00:15:30,340 - but life is about change and davis has changed. - I heard that. 271 00:15:30,442 --> 00:15:33,509 I've never met him before the change. What was he like? 272 00:15:33,612 --> 00:15:39,182 Well, some men don't know what they have until it's gone. 273 00:15:39,284 --> 00:15:40,878 We never have a chance to make mistakes. 274 00:15:40,902 --> 00:15:45,538 Well, I for one, am excited that the hook-up has come back. 275 00:15:47,409 --> 00:15:48,491 man. 276 00:15:48,577 --> 00:15:50,526 Ernest used to be so proud. 277 00:15:50,629 --> 00:15:53,830 "yeah, my son-in-law davis west." 278 00:15:53,915 --> 00:15:55,893 him and prosper be on the court looking like kings, 279 00:15:55,917 --> 00:15:59,636 on that courtside, ooh, those were the days. 280 00:15:59,721 --> 00:16:02,450 Well, he might not be able to get you front-row seats, 281 00:16:02,474 --> 00:16:03,807 since those go to the players, 282 00:16:03,892 --> 00:16:07,978 but if this coaching gig that he's up for comes through, 283 00:16:08,063 --> 00:16:08,979 second row ain't bad. 284 00:16:09,064 --> 00:16:10,575 Hey, beggars can't be choosers. 285 00:16:21,994 --> 00:16:23,576 if it ain't the man himself. 286 00:16:24,246 --> 00:16:25,362 Mr. Davis west. 287 00:16:25,447 --> 00:16:26,896 Hey, what's up, big brother? 288 00:16:26,999 --> 00:16:28,476 - it's good to see you, man. - It's been a minute. 289 00:16:28,500 --> 00:16:30,478 - How are you? - I grew up a little bit. 290 00:16:30,502 --> 00:16:32,369 Yeah, yeah. We all... 291 00:16:32,454 --> 00:16:35,038 Look, congrats on the wedding and the baby. 292 00:16:35,123 --> 00:16:36,423 I'm happy for you, bruh. 293 00:16:36,541 --> 00:16:37,424 - What's up, mama? - Hey, baby. 294 00:16:37,542 --> 00:16:38,853 - You good? - yeah. 295 00:16:38,877 --> 00:16:40,772 -I appreciate you. Welcome back. - thank you, bro. 296 00:16:40,796 --> 00:16:42,240 - yes, indeed. - There he is. 297 00:16:42,264 --> 00:16:44,409 -Hollywood. - oh, big man. Good to see you. 298 00:16:44,433 --> 00:16:45,882 oh, man. 299 00:16:45,967 --> 00:16:48,518 Come on, man. Come on, pull up a chair. 300 00:16:50,889 --> 00:16:51,771 hey, nova. 301 00:16:51,890 --> 00:16:54,557 - Nice to see you again, davis. - You too. 302 00:16:54,643 --> 00:16:57,027 - Darla, hi. - Hi. It's nice to see you. 303 00:17:00,365 --> 00:17:01,793 - Hey, baby. - How are you? 304 00:17:01,817 --> 00:17:02,817 I'm good. 305 00:17:02,901 --> 00:17:03,750 good to see you. 306 00:17:03,852 --> 00:17:05,251 Davis. 307 00:17:05,370 --> 00:17:06,736 evening, aunt vi. 308 00:17:07,989 --> 00:17:09,622 These are for you, and, um... 309 00:17:11,076 --> 00:17:12,375 Thanks for having me over. 310 00:17:13,378 --> 00:17:15,795 Well, you're welcome. Thanks. 311 00:17:18,750 --> 00:17:20,750 guys, before we get started, 312 00:17:22,087 --> 00:17:26,172 if I could just say that it's been on my heart for a long time 313 00:17:28,427 --> 00:17:30,427 to apologize to all of you. 314 00:17:33,432 --> 00:17:34,898 Breaking your trust in me. 315 00:17:36,485 --> 00:17:38,902 I'd never really had much of a family, 316 00:17:40,155 --> 00:17:42,805 but when I first came home with charley, 317 00:17:42,908 --> 00:17:45,191 you guys took me in like I was one of yours. 318 00:17:46,695 --> 00:17:47,911 So, uh, 319 00:17:50,699 --> 00:17:52,619 thank you for the second chance. 320 00:17:55,454 --> 00:17:56,836 Especially you. 321 00:17:58,373 --> 00:17:59,589 I love you, charley. 322 00:18:01,209 --> 00:18:02,375 I love you, too, micah. 323 00:18:04,463 --> 00:18:07,046 - Let's eat, y'all. - Yes, let's do it. 324 00:18:08,517 --> 00:18:11,446 Micah west, I don't know, we haven't done this in a while, 325 00:18:11,470 --> 00:18:14,504 but we say grace around before we eat. 326 00:18:14,606 --> 00:18:16,834 - I'm sorry. - All right, now let's get into it. 327 00:18:16,858 --> 00:18:18,836 - Let's get into it. - Come on, come on, come on. 328 00:18:18,860 --> 00:18:20,059 yes. 329 00:18:20,812 --> 00:18:23,697 Now, we all know this has been a hard year, 330 00:18:25,108 --> 00:18:28,259 lost a lot of people, friends, 331 00:18:28,307 --> 00:18:29,556 co-workers, 332 00:18:30,402 --> 00:18:31,735 mothers, 333 00:18:32,063 --> 00:18:35,798 but this year has also given us the opportunity 334 00:18:36,419 --> 00:18:39,086 to put stock on what's important 335 00:18:39,815 --> 00:18:42,116 and to let go of what we need to let go of 336 00:18:42,141 --> 00:18:45,309 and hold tight to things that we want, 337 00:18:47,186 --> 00:18:49,186 and remember what matters the most. 338 00:18:49,496 --> 00:18:51,656 - That's real. - is each one of us 339 00:18:53,733 --> 00:18:55,900 to be the guiding force 340 00:18:55,946 --> 00:19:00,082 and not to let our ego and our pain and our past guide us, 341 00:19:00,685 --> 00:19:05,488 but be guided by something that is more mighty, wiser, 342 00:19:05,574 --> 00:19:07,824 - and stronger forever, god. - Yep. 343 00:19:07,909 --> 00:19:12,045 And, lord, we ask you to bless each and every one of us 344 00:19:12,147 --> 00:19:14,258 and bless this food that we're about to receive. 345 00:19:14,282 --> 00:19:15,676 - Amen. - amen. 346 00:19:15,700 --> 00:19:17,567 Amen. Dr. Reverend hollywood. 347 00:19:25,919 --> 00:19:27,018 ah. 348 00:19:27,121 --> 00:19:28,121 Ha-ha. 349 00:19:28,188 --> 00:19:31,740 Baby, I am so glad for you. 350 00:19:31,825 --> 00:19:35,377 This is a dream you've been holding a long time. 351 00:19:35,462 --> 00:19:36,828 Thank you, cher. 352 00:19:36,914 --> 00:19:39,915 Okay, so I got you set up with food and spirits 353 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:43,168 and I'm gonna get out of here and go to my ladies night. 354 00:19:43,270 --> 00:19:45,837 - Baby, I am so happy. 355 00:19:45,923 --> 00:19:48,340 - oh. - that makes me happy. 356 00:19:48,425 --> 00:19:49,619 - Wood. - Yo, yo. 357 00:19:49,643 --> 00:19:50,703 I want you to meet my people. 358 00:19:50,727 --> 00:19:52,739 - I'm done, I'm going. - Bye, aunt vi. 359 00:19:52,763 --> 00:19:53,895 Bye! 360 00:19:54,982 --> 00:19:56,659 - This my homie theo. - What's up, bruh? 361 00:19:56,683 --> 00:19:58,328 - Everybody call me theo, man. - yeah. 362 00:19:58,352 --> 00:20:00,402 So, this the new spot, huh? 363 00:20:00,487 --> 00:20:03,083 Yeah, it's gonna be something, yeah. How y'all boys meet? 364 00:20:03,107 --> 00:20:05,027 - oh, man. - Prison, man. 365 00:20:05,993 --> 00:20:07,475 Okay. Yeah, well, 366 00:20:07,578 --> 00:20:10,412 you know, any friend of ral is welcome here. 367 00:20:10,497 --> 00:20:11,808 - All right? - All right, brother. 368 00:20:11,832 --> 00:20:14,866 Hey, man, I want you to meet homie dale. Cardale. 369 00:20:15,586 --> 00:20:16,985 It's my people from g. 370 00:20:17,087 --> 00:20:18,253 Oh, yeah? 371 00:20:18,338 --> 00:20:19,454 Nice to meet you, man. 372 00:20:19,540 --> 00:20:21,067 - And your name? - Theo. 373 00:20:21,091 --> 00:20:22,235 - Theo. - Yeah. 374 00:20:22,259 --> 00:20:23,853 -Hey, theo. Welcome to st. Jo. -Yo. 375 00:20:23,877 --> 00:20:26,272 - Yeah, welcome. - Everybody, prosper wants to say what's up. 376 00:20:26,296 --> 00:20:28,830 - Oh, no, that's prosper. - Hey! 377 00:20:28,932 --> 00:20:30,298 Prosper! 378 00:20:30,384 --> 00:20:33,363 Old friends, good to see you in that old rickety chair of yours. 379 00:20:33,387 --> 00:20:36,805 Right, watch it. After all the damn painting I did down there, 380 00:20:36,890 --> 00:20:38,835 I wouldn't miss this for nothing in the world. 381 00:20:38,859 --> 00:20:40,537 - Hey, get better soon. - That's right. 382 00:20:40,561 --> 00:20:43,441 You missed a couple spots that I had to patch up. 383 00:20:44,064 --> 00:20:46,181 come on, dad. You need to eat. 384 00:20:46,283 --> 00:20:48,567 I made you some steamed chicken. 385 00:20:48,652 --> 00:20:50,068 I'm coming, I'm coming. 386 00:20:51,321 --> 00:20:52,687 All right. 387 00:20:52,789 --> 00:20:56,741 I invited all of you here because you brothers are important to me. 388 00:20:56,827 --> 00:20:59,694 You're important to the community. 389 00:20:59,796 --> 00:21:02,108 And most of all, you negros got your vaccinations. 390 00:21:04,168 --> 00:21:07,419 but seriously, this place, 391 00:21:07,504 --> 00:21:08,703 it's just for us. 392 00:21:08,805 --> 00:21:10,233 - That's right. - yeah. 393 00:21:10,257 --> 00:21:13,592 For us to convene, vibe, and work out whatever's going on with us. 394 00:21:13,677 --> 00:21:15,277 - Yeah. - Just be. 395 00:21:16,730 --> 00:21:18,813 So, who wants to go first? 396 00:21:20,484 --> 00:21:22,350 Come on, maybe... 397 00:21:22,436 --> 00:21:25,386 Maybe we could talk about whatever's on our minds, 398 00:21:25,489 --> 00:21:26,988 whatever we're thinking about. 399 00:21:27,074 --> 00:21:30,058 And you know your boy wood has come prepared, huh? 400 00:21:30,160 --> 00:21:31,840 - uh-huh. 401 00:21:32,946 --> 00:21:34,496 But, 402 00:21:34,581 --> 00:21:37,032 you gets no yak if you don't start yakking. 403 00:21:39,753 --> 00:21:40,869 yeah. 404 00:21:40,954 --> 00:21:44,956 Well, he'll see how hard it is to get men to open up. 405 00:21:46,210 --> 00:21:47,459 Pulling teeth. 406 00:21:48,512 --> 00:21:50,106 Everything okay with you and wood? 407 00:21:50,130 --> 00:21:51,858 just a little speed bump, 408 00:21:51,882 --> 00:21:55,217 - but we all got 'em this year, right? - Mmm. 409 00:21:55,302 --> 00:21:58,303 Feels good to finally have everything out in the open. 410 00:22:05,529 --> 00:22:06,561 What? 411 00:22:08,815 --> 00:22:11,233 we're just happy for you, girl. 412 00:22:11,318 --> 00:22:13,558 Do your political folks know about you and davis? 413 00:22:15,122 --> 00:22:17,789 It's none of their business how I feel about my man. 414 00:22:18,625 --> 00:22:20,585 how do you feel about him? 415 00:22:21,995 --> 00:22:23,915 Are you in love with him again? 416 00:22:27,134 --> 00:22:28,633 I'm close. 417 00:22:30,137 --> 00:22:31,886 Definitely in my feelings. 418 00:22:31,972 --> 00:22:35,123 Well, the fact is you all are public figures 419 00:22:35,225 --> 00:22:37,509 and folks are gonna have their opinions. 420 00:22:39,279 --> 00:22:40,957 so, micah, maybe you want to start it off? 421 00:22:40,981 --> 00:22:42,480 Why I got to go first? 422 00:22:43,817 --> 00:22:45,684 'cause you're generation emo. 423 00:22:45,769 --> 00:22:48,164 You all share everything on the gram every day long, huh? 424 00:22:48,188 --> 00:22:50,133 Man, I'll go first if I get some of that yak. 425 00:22:50,157 --> 00:22:52,135 Oh, no, no, you're gonna be real good 426 00:22:52,159 --> 00:22:53,803 - with that cold drink right there. - Mmm. 427 00:22:56,446 --> 00:22:58,530 I feel like 428 00:22:58,615 --> 00:23:01,283 I'm getting a second chance, you know? 429 00:23:02,419 --> 00:23:03,868 I just... 430 00:23:03,954 --> 00:23:06,321 I don't want to mess anything up. 431 00:23:06,423 --> 00:23:09,257 You won't and nothing bad's gonna happen. 432 00:23:10,594 --> 00:23:11,988 I don't... I don't know if it's like, 433 00:23:12,012 --> 00:23:14,796 um, the hormones or what, 434 00:23:16,466 --> 00:23:18,433 but I just can't, um... 435 00:23:18,518 --> 00:23:21,853 I cannot shake this feeling 436 00:23:23,106 --> 00:23:24,606 like something's coming, 437 00:23:25,892 --> 00:23:27,592 something I'm not gonna like. 438 00:23:27,694 --> 00:23:29,644 Uh-uh. Nope. 439 00:23:29,730 --> 00:23:32,063 Nope, we're not doing that. 440 00:23:32,149 --> 00:23:33,732 Nope. 441 00:23:33,817 --> 00:23:35,667 That's how the world wants us. 442 00:23:37,204 --> 00:23:41,573 Got us so messed up that we not even trusting in joy. 443 00:23:43,627 --> 00:23:45,076 Well, we need to. 444 00:23:46,330 --> 00:23:47,528 Trust joy. 445 00:23:47,631 --> 00:23:50,882 You know, I met this kid yesterday, 446 00:23:51,885 --> 00:23:53,418 his name was gabriel. 447 00:23:54,421 --> 00:23:59,874 It's funny 'cause that's my mama's favorite angel in the bible, yeah. 448 00:23:59,976 --> 00:24:02,811 He was living with his mommy in a motel 449 00:24:02,896 --> 00:24:05,430 and the way that he was clinging onto her just 450 00:24:06,650 --> 00:24:10,101 reminded me so much of me at that age. 451 00:24:10,187 --> 00:24:13,427 Vi's been sort of on me about going through my mama's things, so, 452 00:24:14,024 --> 00:24:15,523 the other day, 453 00:24:15,609 --> 00:24:18,026 I did and I found this hat 454 00:24:18,111 --> 00:24:19,994 that reminded me of a time 455 00:24:20,831 --> 00:24:22,447 when my mama went hat shopping 456 00:24:23,333 --> 00:24:25,083 and this white saleslady 457 00:24:26,203 --> 00:24:28,123 wouldn't even let her try it on. 458 00:24:29,039 --> 00:24:33,007 I was hugging up on my mother's hips, 459 00:24:36,380 --> 00:24:40,432 'cause to me, she was everything in the world. 460 00:24:42,552 --> 00:24:44,052 But to that woman, 461 00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:48,022 she was nothin'. 462 00:24:53,613 --> 00:24:56,114 Some people are just bad news. 463 00:24:56,983 --> 00:24:59,067 Billie was one of those people. 464 00:24:59,152 --> 00:25:00,652 Ralph angel, 465 00:25:00,737 --> 00:25:04,322 he always talked about billie, like, um, 466 00:25:04,408 --> 00:25:06,769 like she was a third sister back in the day. 467 00:25:06,793 --> 00:25:08,960 He was so young, he wouldn't know. 468 00:25:10,464 --> 00:25:14,416 You two were almost inseparable, what happened? 469 00:25:14,501 --> 00:25:18,169 I'll just say when someone shows you who they are, 470 00:25:18,271 --> 00:25:20,555 - believe them the first time. - mmm. 471 00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:22,674 She caused a lot of damage for me. 472 00:25:25,145 --> 00:25:26,478 And for me. 473 00:25:29,266 --> 00:25:32,550 There was a rumor that 474 00:25:32,652 --> 00:25:35,904 billie was messing around with jimmy dale while we were married. 475 00:25:36,239 --> 00:25:37,856 Oh. 476 00:25:37,941 --> 00:25:40,074 I mean, he was always disrespecting me, 477 00:25:41,161 --> 00:25:44,362 chasing any and every skirt, 478 00:25:46,950 --> 00:25:48,032 but that one, 479 00:25:49,569 --> 00:25:51,302 it almost broke me. 480 00:25:53,507 --> 00:25:55,590 I mean, the girl was like family. 481 00:25:57,344 --> 00:26:00,512 Some things and some people should remain in your past. 482 00:26:07,354 --> 00:26:09,053 hey, man. 483 00:26:09,139 --> 00:26:10,199 It's good to see you, bruh. 484 00:26:10,223 --> 00:26:11,868 - Good to see you, too, bruh. - For real. 485 00:26:11,892 --> 00:26:15,109 Look, you good? You looked stressed back there. 486 00:26:15,195 --> 00:26:16,728 Just got a lot on my mind. 487 00:26:16,813 --> 00:26:17,979 I'm straight. 488 00:26:18,064 --> 00:26:20,949 Man go for money problems or woman problems. 489 00:26:21,034 --> 00:26:23,952 Ain't no woman problems. A lot with the baby coming. 490 00:26:24,037 --> 00:26:25,403 I got you. 491 00:26:25,489 --> 00:26:27,021 If you need me to, you know, 492 00:26:27,123 --> 00:26:30,523 get you a little something while you wait on that money, I can help, bruh. 493 00:26:30,660 --> 00:26:32,961 In fact, I got a way you can make some cash. 494 00:26:34,164 --> 00:26:35,797 Nah, t. 495 00:26:35,882 --> 00:26:36,962 I'm out that life now. 496 00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:38,945 Me, too. That's why I'm telling you about this. 497 00:26:38,969 --> 00:26:40,468 It's easy, it's an inside job 498 00:26:40,554 --> 00:26:42,565 where you ain't gotta get out of the van. 499 00:26:42,589 --> 00:26:46,641 We unload the truck, you drive it off, it's that simple. 500 00:26:46,726 --> 00:26:49,043 - What's in the truck? - It's computer equipment. 501 00:26:49,145 --> 00:26:50,740 They store it for, like, an office or something, 502 00:26:50,764 --> 00:26:52,742 which means ain't nobody gonna miss it. 503 00:26:52,766 --> 00:26:55,016 It's a warehouse called, um, landry industries. 504 00:26:55,101 --> 00:26:56,851 - Landry? - Yeah. 505 00:26:56,937 --> 00:26:58,102 I know that family. 506 00:26:59,406 --> 00:27:01,167 I ain't tryin' to get mixed up with them. 507 00:27:01,191 --> 00:27:03,071 Look, I appreciate you, though. 508 00:27:03,326 --> 00:27:05,827 Ain't hurt to ask, man. 509 00:27:05,912 --> 00:27:08,830 - All right, it was good to see you, boy. - Bruh. 510 00:27:08,915 --> 00:27:10,999 Too good. Good to see you, big homie. 511 00:27:11,084 --> 00:27:13,095 - You stay up, brother. - Man, drive safe. 512 00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:14,669 I will. 513 00:27:14,754 --> 00:27:16,182 I got a little something for you, man. 514 00:27:16,206 --> 00:27:17,839 - Man, no. - Yeah. 515 00:27:20,627 --> 00:27:22,410 no. 516 00:27:22,512 --> 00:27:24,512 It's a gift for the baby, all right? 517 00:27:39,246 --> 00:27:42,080 I think that I speak for both myself and my husband 518 00:27:42,198 --> 00:27:44,010 when I say that we loved meeting you. 519 00:27:44,034 --> 00:27:45,344 And we would really like for you 520 00:27:45,368 --> 00:27:47,680 to help us bring our baby girl into the world as our doula. 521 00:27:47,704 --> 00:27:49,671 oh, I would love that. 522 00:27:49,756 --> 00:27:51,876 - You will be amazing parents. - Thank you. 523 00:27:54,544 --> 00:27:56,678 Have you decided on your midwife? 524 00:27:56,763 --> 00:27:58,046 I thought you was the midwife. 525 00:27:58,131 --> 00:27:59,881 do we need both? 526 00:27:59,966 --> 00:28:03,601 We work together, but the midwife has more medical expertise. 527 00:28:03,720 --> 00:28:06,054 And her focus is on the health of the baby, 528 00:28:06,139 --> 00:28:08,773 while I focus on the mom, on you. 529 00:28:08,892 --> 00:28:10,391 gotcha. 530 00:28:10,477 --> 00:28:11,776 That sounds expensive. 531 00:28:11,895 --> 00:28:13,260 Does sound expensive. 532 00:28:13,363 --> 00:28:16,731 Well, if you have insurance, generally they'll cover some of it. 533 00:28:20,236 --> 00:28:22,265 look, let me put together some recommendations, 534 00:28:22,289 --> 00:28:24,489 and send them over, and we could keep talking. 535 00:28:25,992 --> 00:28:27,292 okay. 536 00:28:28,995 --> 00:28:30,235 thank you for coming. 537 00:28:46,012 --> 00:28:48,293 maybe we should just have the baby at the hospital. 538 00:28:49,182 --> 00:28:51,465 I want you to have the birth experience you want, 539 00:28:52,152 --> 00:28:53,496 not just the one we could afford. 540 00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:55,603 I appreciate that but, I mean, 541 00:28:55,689 --> 00:28:57,300 is the harvest really gonna cover all of that? 542 00:28:57,324 --> 00:29:01,025 I mean, the expenses are piling up and that doula is not cheap. 543 00:29:03,496 --> 00:29:06,616 The harvest is not really booming like I want it to by now. 544 00:29:08,335 --> 00:29:10,446 - But when the remedy checks come in... - if they come in. 545 00:29:10,470 --> 00:29:11,703 They will. 546 00:29:11,788 --> 00:29:13,432 We already maxed out on payday loans, 547 00:29:13,456 --> 00:29:16,541 I mean, maybe we need to just like swallow our pride 548 00:29:16,643 --> 00:29:18,960 - and ask for help. - Darla, 549 00:29:20,213 --> 00:29:21,929 don't give up on me. 550 00:29:22,015 --> 00:29:23,926 I just need a little more time. 551 00:29:23,950 --> 00:29:25,049 All right? 552 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,470 I know, we're in this together. 553 00:29:29,556 --> 00:29:31,300 - Are you sure? - We'll figure it out. 554 00:29:31,324 --> 00:29:32,557 All right. 555 00:29:36,563 --> 00:29:39,814 It's the mix of passion and protest that gets me. 556 00:29:39,899 --> 00:29:41,544 You know, but you can't just watch the film. 557 00:29:41,568 --> 00:29:43,801 You have to read baldwin's words. 558 00:29:43,903 --> 00:29:45,436 holy shit! 559 00:29:45,538 --> 00:29:46,849 all available reports... 560 00:29:46,873 --> 00:29:48,793 scared the crap out of me. 561 00:29:56,166 --> 00:29:57,498 micah. 562 00:29:58,168 --> 00:29:59,917 Breathe, man. 563 00:30:02,422 --> 00:30:03,755 Oh. 564 00:30:05,175 --> 00:30:06,641 Where is he? 565 00:30:06,726 --> 00:30:09,193 - who? - the cop, the cop. 566 00:30:12,198 --> 00:30:13,976 Micah, I think you're having a panic attack. 567 00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:15,433 Have you had one before? 568 00:30:16,853 --> 00:30:18,147 - No, no. - Okay. 569 00:30:18,171 --> 00:30:19,937 You're gonna be okay. 570 00:30:20,023 --> 00:30:23,085 - Just, just take slow, deep breaths. - I can't, I can't breathe. 571 00:30:23,109 --> 00:30:25,276 - It's just a security guard. 572 00:30:25,361 --> 00:30:26,861 no one's here. 573 00:30:27,864 --> 00:30:29,080 Micah, look at me. 574 00:30:30,366 --> 00:30:31,366 Breathe. 575 00:30:38,258 --> 00:30:39,540 should I call someone? 576 00:30:41,061 --> 00:30:43,261 No, just stay right there right there for sec. 577 00:30:46,216 --> 00:30:48,382 just breathe. 578 00:30:56,776 --> 00:30:58,109 Hello, beautiful. 579 00:30:58,728 --> 00:30:59,977 mmm. 580 00:31:01,114 --> 00:31:02,563 Oh, yeah. 581 00:31:03,316 --> 00:31:04,615 you know what? 582 00:31:05,318 --> 00:31:06,901 I got one of those. 583 00:31:07,620 --> 00:31:08,903 Only bigger. 584 00:31:08,988 --> 00:31:10,321 How big? 585 00:31:10,406 --> 00:31:12,490 Well, it's big enough for me to ride. 586 00:31:12,575 --> 00:31:13,708 whoa. 587 00:31:13,793 --> 00:31:15,743 - That's cool, huh? - Yeah. 588 00:31:17,330 --> 00:31:20,010 - You want me to fix that for you? - Okay. 589 00:31:28,258 --> 00:31:30,069 - Magic. - look at that. 590 00:31:30,093 --> 00:31:31,259 How'd you do that? 591 00:31:31,344 --> 00:31:33,122 -What are you gonna say? Come on. -Thank you. 592 00:31:33,146 --> 00:31:34,345 Oh, you're welcome. 593 00:31:42,522 --> 00:31:43,604 yay. 594 00:31:57,537 --> 00:31:58,703 is prosper inside? 595 00:31:58,788 --> 00:32:00,988 Promised I'd bring him some of vi's leftovers. 596 00:32:01,958 --> 00:32:03,457 He's sleeping. 597 00:32:04,127 --> 00:32:05,426 Oh. 598 00:32:05,512 --> 00:32:08,796 Okay, well, could you give him this and tell him I came by? 599 00:32:08,882 --> 00:32:10,047 Sure. 600 00:32:14,137 --> 00:32:16,637 You know it's childish that we don't talk about things. 601 00:32:19,142 --> 00:32:20,725 How would you like to start? 602 00:32:20,810 --> 00:32:22,310 You could try an apology. 603 00:32:25,565 --> 00:32:27,031 We were kids. 604 00:32:27,150 --> 00:32:28,566 It was an accident. 605 00:32:28,651 --> 00:32:29,951 An accident? 606 00:32:30,036 --> 00:32:32,464 What you said to my father damaged my relationship with him 607 00:32:32,488 --> 00:32:33,804 for the rest of his life. 608 00:32:36,159 --> 00:32:37,686 He never looked at me the same. 609 00:32:37,710 --> 00:32:40,461 We were 18, we both did things back then. 610 00:32:40,547 --> 00:32:42,458 No, you don't get to get off that easy. 611 00:32:42,482 --> 00:32:44,627 You knew exactly what you were doing, that's what made it worse. 612 00:32:44,651 --> 00:32:46,667 You did it on purpose. 613 00:32:46,753 --> 00:32:48,564 Nova, I don't remember all the details. 614 00:32:48,588 --> 00:32:51,138 All I remember is that I was hurting. 615 00:32:51,224 --> 00:32:52,673 And you hurt me, too. 616 00:32:54,344 --> 00:32:58,095 You told my father you were worried about my soul because I might be gay. 617 00:33:00,016 --> 00:33:01,566 You outed me, billie. 618 00:33:04,020 --> 00:33:07,154 I came home to questions I wasn't prepared to answer, 619 00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:09,023 for me or for myself. 620 00:33:09,108 --> 00:33:12,228 And for you to sit here and say that it happened accidentally 621 00:33:13,079 --> 00:33:14,245 is vile. 622 00:33:15,198 --> 00:33:16,914 Vile? 623 00:33:17,033 --> 00:33:18,532 No, I'll tell you what's vile. 624 00:33:20,086 --> 00:33:22,703 Abandoning your best friend when she needed you the most. 625 00:33:22,789 --> 00:33:24,233 When did I abandon you, billie? 626 00:33:24,257 --> 00:33:25,506 Me and jimmy dale. 627 00:33:25,592 --> 00:33:26,752 Oh, so the rumor is true. 628 00:33:26,793 --> 00:33:27,875 Ah, you... 629 00:33:28,962 --> 00:33:31,762 You are so high and mighty on tv 630 00:33:31,881 --> 00:33:33,609 and in your books and in your articles, 631 00:33:33,633 --> 00:33:36,767 crusading for justice and women's rights, 632 00:33:38,638 --> 00:33:40,688 but you couldn't see then or now 633 00:33:40,773 --> 00:33:42,223 what is really happening. 634 00:33:44,277 --> 00:33:48,145 I was 18 years old, nova. 635 00:33:48,231 --> 00:33:51,782 He was over 33. There was no me and jimmy dale. 636 00:33:51,884 --> 00:33:54,880 There was a 30-something-year-old man going around town 637 00:33:54,904 --> 00:33:57,904 telling people that an 18-year-old senior in high school 638 00:33:57,957 --> 00:33:59,290 was good in bed. 639 00:34:00,627 --> 00:34:02,126 And not one of you, 640 00:34:03,579 --> 00:34:07,498 not my best friend, or anyone in her family 641 00:34:07,583 --> 00:34:10,418 thought to inquire about the circumstances. 642 00:34:10,503 --> 00:34:12,219 What are you saying, billie? 643 00:34:12,305 --> 00:34:13,671 I'm saying 644 00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:17,808 the same thing that I wanted to tell you then. 645 00:34:18,645 --> 00:34:22,596 I tried to tell violet and my father 646 00:34:23,182 --> 00:34:24,849 and everybody back then. 647 00:34:28,021 --> 00:34:29,487 It wasn't my choice. 648 00:34:32,659 --> 00:34:34,108 But nobody would listen. 649 00:34:35,662 --> 00:34:37,611 nobody. 650 00:34:37,697 --> 00:34:40,598 So, as soon as I graduated, I left. 651 00:34:42,118 --> 00:34:44,835 And on my way out, I stepped by the farm 652 00:34:44,954 --> 00:34:47,371 to speak with your father to see if he would listen. 653 00:34:48,841 --> 00:34:50,207 And he did. 654 00:34:51,210 --> 00:34:53,961 And he was so kind, nova. 655 00:34:56,132 --> 00:34:58,212 I think he might have even believed me. 656 00:35:00,353 --> 00:35:01,635 I saw in him 657 00:35:02,472 --> 00:35:03,637 a good person. 658 00:35:05,475 --> 00:35:07,024 A father who listened, 659 00:35:09,645 --> 00:35:11,195 and mine didn't, 660 00:35:12,865 --> 00:35:16,150 and that made me so, so sad, 661 00:35:17,236 --> 00:35:18,736 and mad. 662 00:35:20,206 --> 00:35:22,490 And I didn't want you to have what I didn't have. 663 00:35:24,911 --> 00:35:26,877 So I told him you liked girls. 664 00:35:31,334 --> 00:35:33,501 Just to fight back what was happening to me. 665 00:35:35,922 --> 00:35:38,339 I left this town and I never looked back. 666 00:35:50,019 --> 00:35:53,020 to you, for picking up the pieces, 667 00:35:54,073 --> 00:35:57,742 making amends, humbling yourself, 668 00:35:57,860 --> 00:36:00,945 studying, networking, 669 00:36:01,030 --> 00:36:05,783 stepping out on faith, and nailing the job, 670 00:36:05,868 --> 00:36:09,420 mr. New head coach of the los angeles dynasty. 671 00:36:09,539 --> 00:36:11,539 Thank you, thank you, thank you. 672 00:36:11,624 --> 00:36:13,707 And to you, 673 00:36:15,878 --> 00:36:18,379 for not letting my mistakes take you down, 674 00:36:19,766 --> 00:36:21,432 for rising above the mess, 675 00:36:21,551 --> 00:36:24,769 for coming here and helping your family, 676 00:36:25,388 --> 00:36:27,271 finding a greater cause, 677 00:36:27,390 --> 00:36:31,559 for running and winning an election, 678 00:36:31,644 --> 00:36:33,539 and grabbing the attention of the party. 679 00:36:33,563 --> 00:36:37,982 Baby, you are the hottest emerging black woman political figure 680 00:36:38,067 --> 00:36:39,984 in the country right now. 681 00:36:41,404 --> 00:36:43,537 - The sky's the limit. - For both of us. 682 00:36:43,623 --> 00:36:45,383 - Mm-hmm. 683 00:36:49,745 --> 00:36:51,162 mmm. 684 00:36:53,249 --> 00:36:54,331 Wow. 685 00:36:54,417 --> 00:36:56,097 - Hmm. 686 00:36:59,755 --> 00:37:02,317 - you don't get stars like this everywhere. - Mmm. 687 00:37:02,341 --> 00:37:03,724 This is something special 688 00:37:03,810 --> 00:37:05,976 I only see in places where there's no smog, 689 00:37:06,095 --> 00:37:07,815 - or city lights. - Hmm. 690 00:37:11,434 --> 00:37:13,514 Would you give this all up for politics? 691 00:37:15,822 --> 00:37:17,822 I'm not giving up anything anymore. 692 00:37:20,026 --> 00:37:22,276 - I want it all. - Mm-hmm. 693 00:37:24,614 --> 00:37:26,574 See, that's what I love about you. 694 00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,116 Fearlessness. 695 00:37:29,202 --> 00:37:30,929 I got to admit, I'm a little scared about 696 00:37:30,953 --> 00:37:34,421 what the feedback will be once my announcement goes up. 697 00:37:34,507 --> 00:37:37,820 I hate that it's something you got to think about while dealing with the party. 698 00:37:37,844 --> 00:37:41,679 We'll get out ahead of it and control what they're saying. 699 00:37:41,797 --> 00:37:45,182 The party, the sports press will think what we want them to think. 700 00:37:45,635 --> 00:37:46,967 Remember, 701 00:37:47,803 --> 00:37:51,138 we set the tone and this, 702 00:37:51,807 --> 00:37:53,307 us, 703 00:37:54,310 --> 00:37:55,809 we're a feel-good story. 704 00:37:56,979 --> 00:37:58,679 Golden couple 705 00:37:59,482 --> 00:38:01,402 who lost themselves in the fame, 706 00:38:02,151 --> 00:38:04,034 separated, 707 00:38:04,153 --> 00:38:06,287 found themselves separately, 708 00:38:06,372 --> 00:38:09,323 and reunited to be stronger than ever. 709 00:38:12,161 --> 00:38:13,994 I swear, charley, you... 710 00:38:15,331 --> 00:38:17,665 You have such a gift with this kind of stuff 711 00:38:17,750 --> 00:38:19,710 'cause you make it sound so easy. 712 00:38:22,221 --> 00:38:24,255 But I don't want to lean on you, 713 00:38:24,340 --> 00:38:26,557 to rehabilitate my image. 714 00:38:26,676 --> 00:38:27,876 I don't even want an image. 715 00:38:29,011 --> 00:38:31,645 I just want to go about my work quietly, 716 00:38:31,731 --> 00:38:33,514 contribute to a good team, 717 00:38:34,684 --> 00:38:36,724 enjoy the games, and come home to you. 718 00:38:38,571 --> 00:38:39,853 I don't need the other stuff. 719 00:38:41,607 --> 00:38:43,407 I want people to see you 720 00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:45,776 the way I see you. 721 00:38:52,418 --> 00:38:54,451 I only care how you see me. 722 00:38:54,537 --> 00:38:55,920 I want you to be proud of me. 723 00:38:58,624 --> 00:39:01,709 You know, go back to california, excel at this job, 724 00:39:02,762 --> 00:39:05,095 fix up our house, and make it a home again. 725 00:39:08,801 --> 00:39:10,801 Would you ever consider moving back? 726 00:39:16,776 --> 00:39:18,726 My life is in st. Jo now. 727 00:39:20,112 --> 00:39:22,563 I have a calling, a community here. 728 00:39:26,118 --> 00:39:30,988 But long weekends in la with you sound magnificent. 729 00:39:31,073 --> 00:39:32,323 They do. 730 00:39:36,579 --> 00:39:38,379 In the meantime, 731 00:39:38,464 --> 00:39:41,298 we're gonna have some bumps in the road to smooth over 732 00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:42,933 for both of us. 733 00:39:44,770 --> 00:39:47,021 - Leave the image stuff to me. - Yep. 734 00:39:48,107 --> 00:39:50,027 No time like the present, right? 735 00:39:50,693 --> 00:39:51,976 Come on. 736 00:39:56,449 --> 00:39:57,731 oh, we're doing this? 737 00:39:57,817 --> 00:39:59,537 - We're doing this. - Oh. 738 00:40:03,072 --> 00:40:04,872 okay, what's the caption? 739 00:40:04,957 --> 00:40:10,077 Hashtag blackloveneverdies with a black heart emoji. 740 00:40:15,051 --> 00:40:16,800 wow. It's working. 741 00:40:22,008 --> 00:40:23,424 Pick me up. 742 00:40:30,099 --> 00:40:32,232 - It's all gonna be okay. - Mmm.