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You know my mom was only
17 years older than me?
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We'll get through this, River.
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Together.
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I don't know what I
would do without you, Amanda.
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You'd figure it out.
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Not even in death
did he show up.
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Did you really expect him to?
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I don't know.
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What would you tell
your dad if he were here?
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He's dead to me.
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I wish we meant more to you.
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Baby, do you know
how much I love you?
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I love you too, Mom.
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Don't worry, I'll be back soon.
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You are special, River.
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Should I be concerned?
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My little baby's leaving is all.
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And I know you have to, babe,
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and I'm proud of you
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for taking ownership
of your life.
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Well, I know you're happy
I'm not taking Jamie with me.
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Mm, a little of that too.
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Hey,
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I just want you
to live a full life.
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Don't be like me.
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What do you mean?
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I love you.
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I love you.
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I'm gonna miss you.
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Not more than
I'm gonna miss you.
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And you're gonna be all right.
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Yeah.
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Hey, look at me.
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Just be strong.
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I will.
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- For you.
- For you.
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I know, I know.
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Always.
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My River.
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I feel so empty.
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It's okay to not be okay.
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You can grieve.
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I don't know how
to move past this.
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You don't have to.
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How can I move
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all her stuff into boxes?
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Just take it day by day, okay?
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I think you should
live somewhere else, Riv.
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Where would I move?
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This is North Carolina.
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Everywhere I go,
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it gives me memories.
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I saw that old tree house
we used to love is up for rent.
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I don't know, I don't know.
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Come on, Riv.
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The packing will be here
when you're ready.
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I'm not ready.
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What am I even doing?
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Ugh, how great
does this energy feel?
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Come on, Riv, this is so you!
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I do feel some pressure lifted.
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But still, I don't know.
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Oh, no, you are at least
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looking at the place
before you say no.
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Please?
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- Okay.
- Come on!
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How could you not
love this place?
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It is magical.
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But?
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I just, I don't think I
need more change right now.
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You definitely do, Riv.
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Okay.
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I'm only doing this
because you're my best friend.
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You're doing
the right thing, Riv.
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Then, why do I feel so weird?
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Your mom just passed away.
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Just give yourself some time.
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Did you bite the picture?
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Who knows.
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That was definitely
your brother.
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Oh, yikes!
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You could use a new pair.
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Have you thought about
going back to the store yet?
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Not really thinking about it.
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Just I need to save money,
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and Michael,
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that poor man needs my help.
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It's about the only
job I can handle
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at this point, honestly.
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I get that.
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My family has offered
to help, you know?
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I know, and I love
you and your family,
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but I have to do this on my own.
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Mm, well, one day
you'll take our help.
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When have I ever
asked you for help?
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Hm, let's see,
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uh, there was that one
time in second grade,
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when you desperately
needed my Hello Kitty pencil.
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Don't even think about that.
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How is this real?
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This isn't how I
imagined coming back here.
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Well, I really miss
that sweet marmalade smell.
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It feels like home.
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I can do this.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Mm!
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I'm surprised you wanted
to come back to work so soon,
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but I'm glad you reached out.
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How are you doin', dear?
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I'm okay.
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And you need my help.
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I do, I do.
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Now, my office is always
open to you as well.
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I'm a therapist
first and foremost.
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I just,
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I don't think I'm ready
to talk about things yet.
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Of course.
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And you know how much
I appreciate you.
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I mean, those dinners
are so amazing.
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Your,
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you and your mother
will always be family to me.
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The day you came to this Earth
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was your mother's
proudest moment.
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We don't have to talk
about this right now, okay?
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Where should I start first?
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Well, all right,
let's take Mrs. McKenzie's jams
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and put 'em on
that wall over there.
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- Okay.
- All right.
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We'll do what
we can for her, Mama.
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I miss you too.
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River.
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Hey!
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- Ditching your brother already?
- What?
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I thought you were helping
him wedding plan today?
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Oh, yeah, you know how he is.
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Yeah, but,
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you know how Vanessa is.
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A lunatic.
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Are you all right?
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Yeah.
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I'm off in about 20 minutes.
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Okay.
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You thought about hiking yet?
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No, not yet.
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I think it would
be good for you.
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Yeah, me too,
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but you saw my old ones,
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and I just need to save up
money to buy new ones, so.
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Hey!
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That display looks great!
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Thank you!
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Do you need me to move anything?
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No, no need.
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Well, hey,
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- how you doin', Amanda?
- Hey.
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How's your brother's
wedding coming along?
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Is he gettin' the jitters yet?
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Uh, it's coming,
you know how he is.
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Well, I know that Jamie had
all the ladies chasin' him,
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that's for sure.
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You know,
I always thought you two
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would get back together, River.
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Well, some things are better
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- left in the past.
- Oh.
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Perhaps.
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Oh, God, he's getting married.
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Why am I thinking
about him right now?
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Should I reach out to him?
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Maybe I'll send a text?
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This is ridiculous.
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Oh, my God.
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Hey, baby,
I'm just leavin' practice.
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Um, I know you wanna
check out that movie,
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so I'm a come by and get you,
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and then, uh, we'll
have dinner and a movie.
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How could I walk away?
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River, please don't
cut me out of your life.
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I know how you
want to move to L.A.,
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but I know we can make it work.
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Riv, stop!
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Loved you my entire life.
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Jamie, please stop.
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We haven't been with anyone else
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to understand that
this is even real.
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Tell me,
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what's more real
than me and you?
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I've never left this small town
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and neither have you.
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You're makin' a mistake.
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Maybe,
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but I need this.
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My mom has never even left.
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I want more,
I can't explain it.
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Whatever, that's it.
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I'm calling him.
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Oh, God, but what if he answers?
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Ugh.
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Oh, no.
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And, defeated.
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Riv?
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Why do I do this to myself?
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I feel like such an idiot.
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River.
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Sorry!
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Hey!
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Hey.
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So, you comin' over later
to help me unpack?
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Um?
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What?
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Riv, we unpacked
all your stuff yesterday?
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- We did?
- Are you okay?
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Yeah, I'm just... ever...
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I'm just off.
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Then I'm glad I
stopped by to check on you.
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Oh, my God,
is that the real ti...
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Uh, yeah, 10:15.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, I'm so late for work.
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Let's hang out later, okay?
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Okay.
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I have to be at the store
to get a package,
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- and I hope I've...
- Hey,
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deep breaths, okay?
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I'll just see you later.
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Welcome to Ruffin's Roost!
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Shit.
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This is not happening.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Do you need something?
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Not really.
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How, how's wedding
planning going?
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It's goin'.
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You know, Vanessa's nice.
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Yeah, okay.
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I'm lucky to have Amanda,
you know how she is,
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she's way more
organized than I am.
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Yeah, your sister's the best.
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So, Vanessa?
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Here it comes,
I knew it was comin'.
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What?
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You know she's always
had a thing for you.
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You haven't changed.
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Did you expect me
to be that different?
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Well, a year's a long time.
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Yeah, well,
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I know you didn't come here
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to ask me to help you
plan your wedding.
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So, what is it?
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Just wanted to see you.
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Your mom.
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Well, you know how much your
family means to me and Amanda.
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Yeah, I know.
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For what it's worth,
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I'm sorry I didn't
come to the funeral.
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That was a dick move.
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Listen, I get it, okay?
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Riv, I had to let go
of a lot of friends.
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You gotta understand.
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Isn't that a red flag?
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What do you mean?
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To let go of all your friends
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and miss my mom's funeral
just because your fiancé
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doesn't want you around
his ex-girlfriend,
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who happens to be best
friends with his sister?
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And who grew up together?
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I know.
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Does she know you're here now?
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Jamie, what do you want?
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Amanda told me everything,
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and I know you're sorry.
273
00:21:13,801 --> 00:21:15,405
I got your letters.
274
00:21:18,806 --> 00:21:19,937
You called.
275
00:21:22,810 --> 00:21:24,975
Honestly,
276
00:21:25,010 --> 00:21:27,010
I didn't expect to see
your name pop up.
277
00:21:29,421 --> 00:21:33,082
River, you're my entire
childhood and 20s.
278
00:21:33,117 --> 00:21:34,886
So when you called, of course
you know I'd pick up.
279
00:21:34,921 --> 00:21:38,560
I can't talk about this
right now, Jamie.
280
00:21:38,595 --> 00:21:41,695
I see some things
haven't changed.
281
00:21:41,730 --> 00:21:43,664
Please stop.
282
00:21:43,699 --> 00:21:46,898
I went to Los Angeles,
and you chose to stay.
283
00:21:46,933 --> 00:21:48,603
That,
284
00:21:48,638 --> 00:21:52,002
that's not how I
remember things at all.
285
00:21:52,037 --> 00:21:53,674
You didn't want me to go.
286
00:22:03,950 --> 00:22:05,048
Jamie?
287
00:22:07,657 --> 00:22:08,356
What are you doing?
288
00:22:08,391 --> 00:22:09,558
I told you this isn't the time
289
00:22:09,593 --> 00:22:10,790
or place to talk to her.
290
00:22:10,825 --> 00:22:12,858
She called me first.
291
00:22:12,893 --> 00:22:14,959
Why did you call him?
292
00:22:14,994 --> 00:22:16,631
Okay, even if she did
call you first,
293
00:22:16,666 --> 00:22:18,930
did you really think now would
be a good time to hash this out?
294
00:22:18,965 --> 00:22:20,096
It's not like I meant
for this to happen.
295
00:22:20,131 --> 00:22:21,405
And what did you
think would happen
296
00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:22,406
when you came here?
297
00:22:22,441 --> 00:22:23,506
I shouldn't have called.
298
00:22:23,541 --> 00:22:25,035
Then, why did you?
299
00:22:25,070 --> 00:22:26,443
Everything is just off.
300
00:22:26,478 --> 00:22:28,676
Hm, all right.
301
00:22:28,711 --> 00:22:30,744
Well, I'm taking the rest
of the day off since you had me
302
00:22:30,779 --> 00:22:31,679
all day yesterday,
303
00:22:31,714 --> 00:22:33,615
and now I'm pissed.
304
00:22:33,650 --> 00:22:34,814
Yesterday?
305
00:22:34,849 --> 00:22:36,387
I texted you, you knew that.
306
00:22:36,422 --> 00:22:37,817
I can vouch for Amanda,
she was with me.
307
00:22:37,852 --> 00:22:40,721
Don't even speak, Jamie.
308
00:22:40,756 --> 00:22:41,855
Okay, guys,
309
00:22:41,891 --> 00:22:45,726
I have to get back to work,
as much fun as this is.
310
00:22:45,761 --> 00:22:47,464
- Can I see you later?
- Ugh,
311
00:22:47,499 --> 00:22:49,466
I taught you better
than that, brother.
312
00:22:49,501 --> 00:22:51,028
Last time I checked,
you're my younger sister.
313
00:22:51,063 --> 00:22:52,733
And still.
314
00:22:52,768 --> 00:22:55,538
Both of you, Michael's
gonna be back any minute, so.
315
00:22:55,573 --> 00:22:57,540
All right, let's go.
316
00:22:59,170 --> 00:23:01,940
Hey, Riv, this
conversation isn't over.
317
00:23:01,975 --> 00:23:04,140
Yes, it is!
318
00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:07,418
Amanda!
319
00:23:07,453 --> 00:23:09,684
Where was your car this morning?
320
00:23:09,719 --> 00:23:10,918
What do you mean?
321
00:23:10,954 --> 00:23:15,558
This morning when you stopped by
and scared the hell out of me.
322
00:23:15,593 --> 00:23:18,891
I was with Jamie
all morning, Riv.
323
00:23:18,926 --> 00:23:20,431
Are you okay?
324
00:23:20,466 --> 00:23:21,762
Yeah, I'm fine.
325
00:23:25,636 --> 00:23:28,769
Isn't Michael a therapist?
326
00:23:28,804 --> 00:23:31,640
What are you trying to say?
327
00:23:31,675 --> 00:23:33,675
I don't need help, Amanda!
328
00:23:33,710 --> 00:23:34,874
Just know we love you, Riv,
329
00:23:34,909 --> 00:23:36,513
and we're here for you.
330
00:23:38,583 --> 00:23:40,781
Why does everyone
keep telling me that?
331
00:23:44,655 --> 00:23:47,018
Amanda!
332
00:23:57,063 --> 00:24:00,867
Mom, why did you leave me?
333
00:24:00,902 --> 00:24:04,706
Why?
334
00:24:04,741 --> 00:24:05,938
You all right?
335
00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:11,845
I'm so sorry!
336
00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:14,716
You got nothing
to be sorry about.
337
00:24:14,751 --> 00:24:17,180
We're humans, not machines.
338
00:24:17,215 --> 00:24:18,753
It's good to let it out.
339
00:24:23,859 --> 00:24:27,223
- Thank you.
- For what?
340
00:24:29,568 --> 00:24:31,535
For allowing me to be human.
341
00:25:35,161 --> 00:25:36,325
Hey!
342
00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:38,096
Hey.
343
00:25:40,133 --> 00:25:43,134
- Thanks for coming over.
- Of course.
344
00:25:43,169 --> 00:25:46,676
Where should I start?
345
00:25:46,711 --> 00:25:48,579
I don't know.
346
00:25:48,614 --> 00:25:52,209
- I'm feeling like...
- Riv, I'm here.
347
00:26:03,827 --> 00:26:05,629
Amanda, do you
remember when we,
348
00:26:05,664 --> 00:26:06,993
when we went
white water rafting?
349
00:26:07,028 --> 00:26:07,961
With Jamie?
350
00:26:07,996 --> 00:26:10,194
And the raft guy kept
telling him to sit down.
351
00:26:10,229 --> 00:26:12,031
And we all flipped out.
352
00:26:12,066 --> 00:26:14,132
How could I forget?
353
00:26:14,167 --> 00:26:16,904
Your mom took us.
354
00:26:16,939 --> 00:26:20,171
Wish we still had
those pictures.
355
00:26:20,206 --> 00:26:22,778
Yeah.
356
00:26:22,813 --> 00:26:26,617
Wait, Amanda, we do.
357
00:26:26,652 --> 00:26:28,311
- The time capsule!
- The time capsule!
358
00:26:28,346 --> 00:26:29,950
Oh, my God, do you
think it's still there?
359
00:26:29,985 --> 00:26:31,347
It better be!
360
00:26:41,293 --> 00:26:42,765
Are you sure this was the spot?
361
00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:44,327
Yeah, I'm positive.
362
00:26:44,362 --> 00:26:46,967
We buried it by
this lonely wolf.
363
00:26:49,433 --> 00:26:51,873
It's really weird how much
she loved that thing.
364
00:26:54,306 --> 00:26:56,911
And this backyard.
365
00:26:56,946 --> 00:26:59,980
She loved you way more.
366
00:27:00,015 --> 00:27:02,752
How long ago did we
bury this thing anyway?
367
00:27:02,787 --> 00:27:04,083
Oh, I don't know.
368
00:27:04,118 --> 00:27:06,415
I think we were like
in fourth grade or something.
369
00:27:06,450 --> 00:27:08,252
- But we...
- How could I even forget?
370
00:27:08,287 --> 00:27:10,023
I never forgets these things.
371
00:27:10,058 --> 00:27:12,190
We definitely put stuff
in here over time though.
372
00:27:14,062 --> 00:27:16,898
I think this is it.
373
00:27:16,933 --> 00:27:18,900
Oh, my God.
374
00:27:18,935 --> 00:27:21,837
What?
375
00:27:21,872 --> 00:27:23,333
I remember that.
376
00:27:23,368 --> 00:27:26,336
- It was so long ago.
- It really was.
377
00:27:26,371 --> 00:27:28,371
And this,
378
00:27:28,406 --> 00:27:30,714
we definitely stole this.
379
00:27:30,749 --> 00:27:33,750
We stole so much from her.
380
00:27:33,785 --> 00:27:35,818
Mrs. McKenzie was crazy.
381
00:27:35,853 --> 00:27:37,116
What's this?
382
00:27:37,151 --> 00:27:39,382
Ugh, it looks like
Jamie's old bracelet.
383
00:27:39,417 --> 00:27:42,352
- I definitely did...
- That's most definitely mine.
384
00:27:42,387 --> 00:27:44,189
Don't remember inviting you.
385
00:27:44,224 --> 00:27:46,290
You know me, I invited myself.
386
00:27:46,325 --> 00:27:47,995
Figured you might need help.
387
00:27:48,030 --> 00:27:51,064
Is this okay with you, Riv?
388
00:27:51,099 --> 00:27:52,329
Yeah.
389
00:27:52,364 --> 00:27:55,002
I need all the help
I can get with packing.
390
00:27:55,037 --> 00:27:55,970
Said she wouldn't trip.
391
00:27:56,005 --> 00:27:58,775
How did you even know
about our time capsule?
392
00:27:58,810 --> 00:28:00,172
Read your diary.
393
00:28:00,207 --> 00:28:01,976
Even described this, uh,
394
00:28:02,011 --> 00:28:04,242
crusty-ass wolf.
395
00:28:04,277 --> 00:28:05,980
You didn't make it
hard to find, baby sis.
396
00:28:06,015 --> 00:28:06,714
Always having to put your
397
00:28:06,749 --> 00:28:08,950
- two cents in.
- You know me.
398
00:28:08,985 --> 00:28:11,986
You Banks are
notorious for that,
399
00:28:12,021 --> 00:28:14,351
and that's why I love you.
400
00:28:14,386 --> 00:28:16,122
Both of you.
401
00:28:16,157 --> 00:28:18,025
That includes you too,
if you didn't know.
402
00:28:18,060 --> 00:28:19,257
Whatever.
403
00:28:22,031 --> 00:28:24,768
What's this?
404
00:28:24,803 --> 00:28:26,363
Oh, um...
405
00:28:45,417 --> 00:28:48,187
Oh, shit.
406
00:28:48,222 --> 00:28:51,322
Nice try.
407
00:28:51,357 --> 00:28:55,128
What are you doin', babe?
408
00:28:55,163 --> 00:28:57,801
Are you gonna take him
to Los Angeles with you?
409
00:29:00,069 --> 00:29:03,367
You already told Amanda,
he's bound to find out.
410
00:29:03,402 --> 00:29:05,303
Better you tell him than her.
411
00:29:10,541 --> 00:29:12,211
Mm.
412
00:29:16,954 --> 00:29:20,318
My beautiful baby girl.
413
00:29:20,353 --> 00:29:22,089
I'm jealous!
414
00:29:22,124 --> 00:29:24,388
You, you have your
whole life ahead of you.
415
00:29:27,228 --> 00:29:29,558
Mom,
416
00:29:29,593 --> 00:29:32,066
what am I gonna do
when I get there?
417
00:29:32,101 --> 00:29:35,267
And am I even making
the right choice?
418
00:29:35,302 --> 00:29:39,436
Only you know
the answer to that.
419
00:29:39,471 --> 00:29:41,306
What are you
gonna do without me?
420
00:29:41,341 --> 00:29:44,078
Eh, you'll be back
421
00:29:44,113 --> 00:29:46,542
when the time is right.
422
00:29:46,577 --> 00:29:48,951
I just want you to live first.
423
00:29:48,986 --> 00:29:49,952
Live first?
424
00:29:49,987 --> 00:29:52,548
What does that even mean?
425
00:29:52,583 --> 00:29:56,860
Not growing old in the same
town you grew up in.
426
00:30:02,626 --> 00:30:05,968
- Mom, what's wrong?
- Hm?
427
00:30:06,003 --> 00:30:07,497
Nothing, baby.
428
00:30:14,044 --> 00:30:16,308
This is for you.
429
00:30:16,343 --> 00:30:19,883
You'll know when the time
is right to open it.
430
00:30:19,918 --> 00:30:21,313
"When the time is right?"
431
00:30:21,348 --> 00:30:22,919
Yes.
432
00:30:26,056 --> 00:30:27,253
Okay.
433
00:30:32,359 --> 00:30:34,997
My mom gave me this.
434
00:30:35,032 --> 00:30:38,561
It's, uh, just a letter.
435
00:30:38,596 --> 00:30:40,871
Just save it for
when you get home, okay?
436
00:30:44,107 --> 00:30:45,370
Just breathe.
437
00:31:49,304 --> 00:31:52,074
Thank you guys so much.
438
00:31:52,109 --> 00:31:54,241
I couldn't have done this
without you both.
439
00:31:54,276 --> 00:31:55,605
We've got your back.
440
00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:59,180
Although, Vanessa has been
blowing up your phone.
441
00:31:59,215 --> 00:32:01,479
I'm surprised the police
haven't shown up yet.
442
00:32:01,514 --> 00:32:04,416
I'm shocked, too, actually.
443
00:32:04,451 --> 00:32:06,418
Not really sure what
you're doin', brother.
444
00:32:06,453 --> 00:32:09,388
This is marriage
we're talkin' about.
445
00:32:09,423 --> 00:32:10,489
To be honest,
446
00:32:10,524 --> 00:32:13,326
sometimes I don't even
know what I'm doin'.
447
00:32:13,361 --> 00:32:16,626
Jamie, you didn't
do anything wrong.
448
00:32:16,661 --> 00:32:19,233
You just helped me out with
the toughest time of my life.
449
00:32:19,268 --> 00:32:22,731
I agree, but I'm not sure
she'll see it that way.
450
00:32:22,766 --> 00:32:26,273
Hey, Amanda, do me a favor
and change the subject.
451
00:32:26,308 --> 00:32:28,539
You can't run away
from this forever.
452
00:32:36,615 --> 00:32:38,318
I can't believe
we actually found it.
453
00:32:38,353 --> 00:32:39,550
I know!
454
00:32:39,585 --> 00:32:42,058
He actually showed up though.
455
00:32:44,227 --> 00:32:45,490
Hey, can I talk to you?
456
00:32:47,527 --> 00:32:50,429
- Oh, okay, I'm just gonna... Yeah.
- Just.
457
00:32:53,434 --> 00:32:57,568
So, thought we could finish our
discussion from the other day.
458
00:33:00,342 --> 00:33:03,310
No offense, but there's
nothing really to talk about.
459
00:33:03,345 --> 00:33:05,213
Really?
460
00:33:05,248 --> 00:33:06,544
So, why'd you call me?
461
00:33:08,548 --> 00:33:09,580
I don't know.
462
00:33:13,652 --> 00:33:15,091
All right.
463
00:33:17,458 --> 00:33:19,590
How 'bout this?
464
00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:21,790
What's this?
465
00:33:21,825 --> 00:33:23,792
It's for you.
466
00:33:23,827 --> 00:33:25,596
Figured you might
wanna get out more.
467
00:33:28,271 --> 00:33:29,765
Why are you doing this?
468
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:32,042
Well, if you must know,
469
00:33:32,077 --> 00:33:33,604
I didn't, if it
makes you feel better.
470
00:33:33,639 --> 00:33:35,243
Michael gave 'em
to me as a gift
471
00:33:35,278 --> 00:33:36,343
to give to you.
472
00:33:38,611 --> 00:33:42,349
On a serious note,
473
00:33:42,384 --> 00:33:45,220
no one pities you.
474
00:33:45,255 --> 00:33:48,685
Like I said before,
we just care about you.
475
00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:50,654
You're my best friend,
too, you know?
476
00:33:50,689 --> 00:33:53,723
You can't lose that.
477
00:33:53,758 --> 00:33:58,662
Jamie, you're getting married.
478
00:33:58,697 --> 00:34:01,170
Think I proved
I'll always be here,
479
00:34:01,205 --> 00:34:02,567
even with Vanessa.
480
00:34:06,210 --> 00:34:09,178
I'm not sure what
you want me to say.
481
00:34:09,213 --> 00:34:10,773
Nothin'.
482
00:34:10,808 --> 00:34:13,776
Just wish things were
different, you know?
483
00:34:13,811 --> 00:34:15,646
- Yeah, me too.
- Really?
484
00:34:15,681 --> 00:34:19,353
- Yeah?
- Can I come back now?
485
00:34:19,388 --> 00:34:22,422
Yo, you got a really good talent
for ruining a perfect moment.
486
00:34:22,457 --> 00:34:23,390
Would I even be
your little sister
487
00:34:23,425 --> 00:34:25,128
- if I couldn't?
- Mm, I don't think so
488
00:34:25,163 --> 00:34:26,426
because this is
what you always do.
489
00:34:26,461 --> 00:34:27,658
You're lucky you're cute.
490
00:34:27,693 --> 00:34:29,330
So, we done?
491
00:35:41,305 --> 00:35:44,603
Nothing is
the same anymore, Mom.
492
00:35:44,638 --> 00:35:47,540
I'm here walking
our favorite trail
493
00:35:47,575 --> 00:35:49,377
alone,
494
00:35:49,412 --> 00:35:51,775
something we enjoyed
so much together...
495
00:35:54,978 --> 00:35:57,715
...now feels so empty.
496
00:36:06,462 --> 00:36:08,792
Is there something
I could have done?
497
00:36:08,827 --> 00:36:10,827
Could I have saved you?
498
00:36:10,862 --> 00:36:13,203
I should have never left.
499
00:36:13,238 --> 00:36:15,469
You gave me signs.
500
00:36:15,504 --> 00:36:17,207
Why did I not see?
501
00:36:21,477 --> 00:36:23,411
How do I move forward
502
00:36:23,446 --> 00:36:26,579
when everything seems so dark?
503
00:36:26,614 --> 00:36:29,879
You're not really gone, Mom.
504
00:36:29,914 --> 00:36:31,518
You can't be.
505
00:36:42,564 --> 00:36:45,664
I see the stars creeping
out right now, Mom.
506
00:36:45,699 --> 00:36:48,667
Our favorite thing was
to stargaze right here
507
00:36:48,702 --> 00:36:50,669
and point laser pens
at satellites,
508
00:36:50,704 --> 00:36:53,441
hoping it was something else.
509
00:36:53,476 --> 00:36:55,674
We never did get
that message back.
510
00:37:03,882 --> 00:37:06,256
You were my best friend,
511
00:37:06,291 --> 00:37:07,752
not just my mom.
512
00:38:38,482 --> 00:38:40,680
Yo, Riv, hit me up.
513
00:38:40,715 --> 00:38:42,110
I talked to Michael.
514
00:38:42,145 --> 00:38:43,551
I'm with Amanda,
we're lookin' for you.
515
00:38:43,586 --> 00:38:45,113
We haven't seen you in weeks.
516
00:38:45,148 --> 00:38:45,880
Thought you went on a hike,
517
00:38:45,916 --> 00:38:47,687
but we haven't heard from you.
518
00:38:47,722 --> 00:38:50,118
Please, hit me up ASAP.
519
00:38:54,828 --> 00:38:56,124
River, this isn't funny!
520
00:38:56,159 --> 00:38:57,532
Call me back.
521
00:38:57,567 --> 00:38:58,731
You missed your shift.
522
00:38:58,766 --> 00:39:00,964
Just wanna make sure
you're okay, honey.
523
00:39:00,999 --> 00:39:02,438
Give me a call.
524
00:39:59,860 --> 00:40:00,925
River?
525
00:40:05,030 --> 00:40:07,998
Amanda, I went on a hike, relax!
526
00:40:08,033 --> 00:40:08,933
What?
527
00:40:08,968 --> 00:40:09,800
It wasn't just a hike,
528
00:40:09,836 --> 00:40:10,935
- you've been...
- I can assure you,
529
00:40:10,970 --> 00:40:12,904
it was just that.
530
00:40:12,939 --> 00:40:14,169
River?
531
00:40:17,009 --> 00:40:19,647
How could you do this
to us, River?
532
00:40:19,682 --> 00:40:20,582
I don't...
533
00:40:20,617 --> 00:40:21,748
Where have you been?
534
00:40:21,783 --> 00:40:24,850
I went on a hike,
and it was yesterday.
535
00:40:24,885 --> 00:40:26,753
No!
536
00:40:26,788 --> 00:40:30,592
Jamie and I have been
hanging those in town
537
00:40:30,627 --> 00:40:32,187
for days.
538
00:40:32,222 --> 00:40:35,025
Riv, we've all called you
at least 100 times.
539
00:40:35,060 --> 00:40:37,962
We searched the woods,
your home, literally
540
00:40:37,997 --> 00:40:39,964
- everywhere you could think of.
- Well, I'm fine.
541
00:40:39,999 --> 00:40:43,473
I'm here, I'm fine, okay?
542
00:40:43,508 --> 00:40:45,134
When did you get home?
543
00:40:45,169 --> 00:40:48,874
I woke up in my bed
this morning.
544
00:40:48,909 --> 00:40:50,975
Well, I'm just glad you're back.
545
00:40:51,010 --> 00:40:51,877
Wait a minute,
what do you mean...
546
00:40:51,912 --> 00:40:53,912
Michael,
547
00:40:53,947 --> 00:40:55,980
come outside for a second?
548
00:40:56,015 --> 00:40:57,751
- Now?
- Now.
549
00:40:57,786 --> 00:41:00,149
- I'm stayin' here.
- No.
550
00:41:00,184 --> 00:41:01,788
You come too.
551
00:41:22,305 --> 00:41:23,942
We shouldn't push her right now.
552
00:41:23,977 --> 00:41:26,648
She's dealing with something
bigger than we imagined.
553
00:41:29,620 --> 00:41:31,620
We need to give her space.
554
00:41:33,624 --> 00:41:36,119
I'll call the sheriff
and let him know she's back.
555
00:41:41,093 --> 00:41:42,191
I'm driving you home.
556
00:41:42,226 --> 00:41:44,864
- I drove.
- Then I'm coming with you.
557
00:41:44,899 --> 00:41:45,898
Okay.
558
00:41:45,934 --> 00:41:49,099
Take a few days off,
then come back next week.
559
00:41:49,134 --> 00:41:51,640
- I'm comin' with y'all.
- No.
560
00:41:51,675 --> 00:41:53,235
You stay here.
561
00:41:53,270 --> 00:41:54,973
- Come on.
- Amanda.
562
00:42:06,250 --> 00:42:09,020
Riv? River?
563
00:42:30,010 --> 00:42:31,207
What the hell is that?
564
00:42:31,242 --> 00:42:33,077
The attorney put the sign up.
565
00:42:37,985 --> 00:42:39,688
Where is all of our stuff?
566
00:42:39,723 --> 00:42:41,217
Jamie and I took
some of it to storage
567
00:42:41,252 --> 00:42:42,823
before the banks moved in.
568
00:42:52,835 --> 00:42:56,232
Hey, hey.
569
00:42:56,267 --> 00:42:58,971
River, you listen to me.
570
00:42:59,006 --> 00:43:00,874
This is not you.
571
00:43:00,909 --> 00:43:03,910
You're my strong girl.
572
00:43:03,945 --> 00:43:06,649
Be strong, baby.
573
00:43:06,684 --> 00:43:11,346
- Mom?
- You can do this.
574
00:43:11,381 --> 00:43:12,721
River?
575
00:43:12,756 --> 00:43:14,217
River?
576
00:43:14,252 --> 00:43:15,823
River!
577
00:43:18,927 --> 00:43:21,191
Mom?
578
00:43:41,081 --> 00:43:44,115
Maybe you should shower.
579
00:43:44,150 --> 00:43:45,754
Do I smell?
580
00:43:45,789 --> 00:43:48,185
You have been gone.
581
00:43:48,220 --> 00:43:49,989
How can I help?
582
00:43:55,898 --> 00:43:57,799
Stop looking at me like that.
583
00:43:57,834 --> 00:43:59,328
What am I looking at you like?
584
00:44:02,707 --> 00:44:04,267
Like I'm crazy.
585
00:44:32,330 --> 00:44:35,265
Uh, I'm just.
586
00:44:35,300 --> 00:44:37,168
I'm just tired.
587
00:44:43,847 --> 00:44:46,177
Just,
588
00:44:46,212 --> 00:44:48,949
I do feel like I'm
going crazy sometimes.
589
00:44:53,450 --> 00:44:54,856
Amanda...
590
00:44:57,960 --> 00:45:01,258
...I don't remember
how I got home.
591
00:45:01,293 --> 00:45:03,161
You're not crazy.
592
00:45:27,418 --> 00:45:29,352
How is this happening?
593
00:45:41,003 --> 00:45:43,069
My whole body aches.
594
00:46:12,067 --> 00:46:13,363
Amanda.
595
00:46:20,438 --> 00:46:22,537
I'm going crazy.
596
00:46:22,572 --> 00:46:24,143
You're not.
597
00:46:29,282 --> 00:46:31,348
What's... what's happening to me?
598
00:46:32,516 --> 00:46:34,087
You're evolving.
599
00:46:39,259 --> 00:46:41,864
Try to bring
your heart rate down.
600
00:47:07,089 --> 00:47:08,550
That's enough for today.
601
00:47:10,521 --> 00:47:12,961
I'm so scared.
602
00:47:12,996 --> 00:47:14,424
I'm so scared.
603
00:48:30,535 --> 00:48:33,272
Hey. Dr. Glenn?
604
00:48:34,605 --> 00:48:36,209
It's River.
605
00:48:42,613 --> 00:48:44,448
I'm happy you're here.
606
00:48:44,483 --> 00:48:46,186
And I'm happy
you asked for help.
607
00:48:48,520 --> 00:48:51,059
Don't be nervous.
608
00:48:51,094 --> 00:48:53,490
I'm just here to listen to you
609
00:48:53,525 --> 00:48:56,592
and see what we can uncover
in your subconscious mind.
610
00:48:56,627 --> 00:48:57,560
Okay.
611
00:49:00,664 --> 00:49:03,368
You're gonna give me
medication, though,
612
00:49:03,403 --> 00:49:05,304
to help me through this, right?
613
00:49:05,339 --> 00:49:06,536
If you need it
to help you sleep,
614
00:49:06,571 --> 00:49:09,473
we'll see
after we have the session.
615
00:49:09,508 --> 00:49:11,145
You ready?
616
00:49:16,482 --> 00:49:17,745
Please tell me about the days
617
00:49:17,780 --> 00:49:20,220
leading up
to your mother's death.
618
00:49:25,359 --> 00:49:28,129
The last time I talked to her...
619
00:49:31,530 --> 00:49:34,267
Hey, look at me.
620
00:49:34,302 --> 00:49:35,730
Just be strong.
621
00:49:38,141 --> 00:49:39,437
I...
622
00:49:41,507 --> 00:49:44,607
I was in California, and...
623
00:49:48,118 --> 00:49:51,713
...that's... that's when
my mom called me.
624
00:49:51,748 --> 00:49:56,124
It's the last time
I talked to her.
625
00:49:56,159 --> 00:50:01,228
She... there was something
so wrong.
626
00:50:01,263 --> 00:50:03,692
I couldn't understand
anything she was saying.
627
00:50:03,727 --> 00:50:04,693
Mom.
628
00:50:05,795 --> 00:50:07,465
Mom!
629
00:50:07,500 --> 00:50:11,172
Wait, Mom, slow down!
630
00:50:11,207 --> 00:50:12,800
I can barely hear you!
631
00:50:14,507 --> 00:50:15,770
Mom!
632
00:50:17,576 --> 00:50:20,115
You're scaring me,
what's going on?
633
00:50:24,121 --> 00:50:26,088
Mom!
634
00:50:26,123 --> 00:50:28,354
I don't understand
what you're saying!
635
00:50:37,530 --> 00:50:40,069
The phone... the phone hung up
636
00:50:40,104 --> 00:50:42,401
and I got on the flight
the same day.
637
00:50:42,436 --> 00:50:47,637
That's when... that's when
the police called me
638
00:50:47,672 --> 00:50:51,245
and told me that
she was found dead
639
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:53,115
in her bathtub.
640
00:50:55,251 --> 00:50:57,581
Can you describe the feelings
you were having?
641
00:51:01,488 --> 00:51:05,193
I was so angry, I was so angry.
642
00:51:05,228 --> 00:51:09,725
I... I know she didn't
kill herself.
643
00:51:11,564 --> 00:51:14,103
The report stated that she did.
644
00:51:24,148 --> 00:51:26,148
That's what the report stated.
645
00:52:05,783 --> 00:52:08,289
My mom didn't kill herself.
646
00:52:10,590 --> 00:52:13,723
I feel like someone's
controlling my body.
647
00:52:13,758 --> 00:52:16,165
It's a form of trauma, River.
648
00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:18,167
It's normal for people
to have feelings of guilt
649
00:52:18,202 --> 00:52:20,466
and out of body experiences.
650
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:23,337
No.
651
00:52:23,372 --> 00:52:24,635
Make it go away!
652
00:52:24,670 --> 00:52:26,472
We're in the middle
of a session!
653
00:52:26,507 --> 00:52:28,276
Go wait in the lobby.
654
00:52:49,596 --> 00:52:51,497
Let's go fill this up.
655
00:52:51,532 --> 00:52:53,499
Bye, Dr. Glenn.
656
00:53:07,647 --> 00:53:10,483
How did you know where I was?
657
00:53:10,518 --> 00:53:12,683
Why did you go to the doctor's
without calling me?
658
00:53:12,718 --> 00:53:15,356
I asked you first.
659
00:53:15,391 --> 00:53:17,259
You weren't at work,
you weren't at home,
660
00:53:17,294 --> 00:53:19,360
so I assumed
you were at Dr. Glenn's.
661
00:53:20,858 --> 00:53:23,529
I can take care of myself.
662
00:53:23,564 --> 00:53:25,300
I know.
663
00:53:30,637 --> 00:53:34,276
You don't believe my mother
killed herself, do you?
664
00:53:34,311 --> 00:53:35,706
I don't know, Riv.
665
00:53:35,741 --> 00:53:37,807
We weren't there
to know what happened.
666
00:53:40,383 --> 00:53:43,450
Nothing makes any sense.
667
00:53:43,485 --> 00:53:46,750
This or me appearing
in the forest.
668
00:53:50,888 --> 00:53:53,262
The medication will help.
669
00:53:53,297 --> 00:53:54,890
Whatever happened to you
in the woods,
670
00:53:54,925 --> 00:53:56,529
this will help.
671
00:53:58,566 --> 00:54:00,632
You're not concerned?
672
00:54:03,802 --> 00:54:05,340
If Dr. Glenn said
you'll be okay,
673
00:54:05,375 --> 00:54:07,606
then you'll be okay.
674
00:54:07,641 --> 00:54:09,740
Yeah, but he didn't say
anything.
675
00:54:09,775 --> 00:54:12,347
He did to me.
676
00:54:12,382 --> 00:54:14,646
We're gonna fill this up
for you.
677
00:54:18,916 --> 00:54:22,291
What kind of feather is that?
678
00:54:22,326 --> 00:54:24,491
Looks like an owl's feather.
679
00:54:40,476 --> 00:54:42,641
I feel like I'm losing my mind.
680
00:54:44,414 --> 00:54:48,075
Hope is dwindling away
and things are happening to me
681
00:54:48,110 --> 00:54:50,583
that I can't explain.
682
00:54:59,121 --> 00:55:02,958
Maybe this will give me
some answers.
683
00:55:08,933 --> 00:55:12,066
My beautiful River,
684
00:55:12,101 --> 00:55:17,104
now you see I meant it
when I said you were special.
685
00:55:17,139 --> 00:55:22,384
And if you're reading this
and something's happened to me,
686
00:55:22,419 --> 00:55:25,046
I wish I could've
protected you from it.
687
00:55:25,081 --> 00:55:27,785
I wish I could've told you
from the start
688
00:55:27,820 --> 00:55:29,787
who you really are,
689
00:55:29,822 --> 00:55:34,561
why I always told you
you were special.
690
00:55:34,596 --> 00:55:37,366
Now you know.
691
00:55:37,401 --> 00:55:39,434
Don't be afraid, River.
692
00:55:39,469 --> 00:55:41,403
This is who you are,
693
00:55:41,438 --> 00:55:43,405
this is who you were
meant to be.
694
00:55:44,903 --> 00:55:48,036
Don't ever forget
how much I love you, baby.
695
00:55:48,071 --> 00:55:50,643
Be strong.
696
00:55:50,678 --> 00:55:52,843
I love you.
697
00:55:52,878 --> 00:55:55,648
Love, Mom.
698
00:56:11,963 --> 00:56:13,798
What does that even mean?
699
00:56:22,446 --> 00:56:25,843
I know you didn't kill yourself.
700
00:56:25,878 --> 00:56:27,515
I know it.
701
00:56:47,801 --> 00:56:49,669
So you just show back up.
702
00:56:51,068 --> 00:56:53,673
I didn't know I was missing.
703
00:56:53,708 --> 00:56:55,741
River, you know
that's a load of bullshit.
704
00:56:57,646 --> 00:57:00,108
You can't just do this
to everybody.
705
00:57:00,143 --> 00:57:02,715
I know you're going
through a lot right now,
706
00:57:02,750 --> 00:57:04,585
but if something would've
happened to you, I don't...
707
00:57:04,620 --> 00:57:06,554
What did Amanda tell you?
708
00:57:09,559 --> 00:57:12,989
Amanda didn't tell me anything.
709
00:57:13,024 --> 00:57:14,892
None of this makes sense.
710
00:57:16,764 --> 00:57:19,963
Tell me about it.
711
00:57:19,998 --> 00:57:22,669
I can't process this
myself either.
712
00:57:40,689 --> 00:57:42,755
Do you know
how much you mean to me?
713
00:57:46,255 --> 00:57:47,595
I did.
714
00:57:58,740 --> 00:58:00,135
I don't think you understand.
715
00:58:02,744 --> 00:58:05,910
You're the love of my life.
716
00:58:05,945 --> 00:58:09,650
When you moved to LA,
it was like a piece of me died.
717
00:58:12,281 --> 00:58:14,688
Until I thought
you were dead somewhere.
718
00:58:19,090 --> 00:58:21,189
You can't do this to me.
719
00:58:21,224 --> 00:58:23,158
I called off the wedding.
720
00:58:26,031 --> 00:58:26,997
No.
721
00:58:27,032 --> 00:58:28,570
I love you.
722
00:58:28,605 --> 00:58:30,539
I love you so much.
723
00:58:30,574 --> 00:58:33,102
I can't marry Vanessa
if I can't move on from you.
724
00:58:39,011 --> 00:58:41,946
We can do this together. Riv?
725
00:58:48,856 --> 00:58:50,284
Please talk to me.
726
00:58:50,319 --> 00:58:51,593
Riv?
727
00:58:54,697 --> 00:58:57,126
You know what to do now, River.
728
00:59:02,639 --> 00:59:04,969
I do?
729
00:59:05,004 --> 00:59:09,072
Baby, Jamie can't go with you.
730
00:59:09,107 --> 00:59:11,107
This is your journey.
731
00:59:13,243 --> 00:59:15,815
I understand.
732
00:59:15,850 --> 00:59:17,619
Good.
733
00:59:19,986 --> 00:59:21,656
Is this real?
734
00:59:45,110 --> 00:59:48,375
What did you do?
735
00:59:48,410 --> 00:59:50,751
I didn't do anything,
I thought she'd wake up.
736
00:59:50,786 --> 00:59:54,216
Does she look awake to you?
737
00:59:54,251 --> 00:59:58,220
God, you have no idea
what she's going through.
738
00:59:58,255 --> 01:00:00,024
And you do?
739
01:00:00,059 --> 01:00:02,158
I've been with her every day.
740
01:00:02,193 --> 01:00:05,128
And where were you
when her mom died?
741
01:00:05,163 --> 01:00:07,064
Amanda, you know
that's not fair.
742
01:00:08,367 --> 01:00:11,266
You really think she'll be
in a relationship with you now
743
01:00:11,301 --> 01:00:13,268
just 'cause you're single?
744
01:00:13,303 --> 01:00:14,709
Well, news flash,
745
01:00:14,744 --> 01:00:16,304
she's gone through
a lot of shit,
746
01:00:16,339 --> 01:00:18,042
and the last thing she needs
is you over here
747
01:00:18,077 --> 01:00:19,879
pining for her.
748
01:00:21,685 --> 01:00:24,147
Leaving her is not an option.
749
01:00:24,182 --> 01:00:26,017
I know.
750
01:00:30,023 --> 01:00:32,122
Why don't you keep me updated?
751
01:00:32,157 --> 01:00:33,893
I'm not your watcher.
752
01:00:33,928 --> 01:00:36,797
- No, just my sister.
- So?
753
01:00:41,232 --> 01:00:42,935
Girl, you've been
really acting off
754
01:00:42,970 --> 01:00:45,069
since River disappeared.
755
01:00:45,104 --> 01:00:47,841
You think you were
the only one panicking?
756
01:00:47,876 --> 01:00:49,744
Well, guess what, you weren't.
757
01:00:54,047 --> 01:00:56,883
The world doesn't revolve
around you, Jamie.
758
01:00:58,788 --> 01:01:02,856
You need to give her space
and leave now.
759
01:01:04,057 --> 01:01:05,320
Who do you think you are?
760
01:01:05,355 --> 01:01:07,795
I said leave.
761
01:01:14,837 --> 01:01:16,133
Fine.
762
01:01:18,236 --> 01:01:19,906
Be back later.
763
01:01:21,877 --> 01:01:23,470
Tell her that, all right?
764
01:01:23,505 --> 01:01:25,076
Maybe.
765
01:01:56,010 --> 01:01:57,471
Wake up, River.
766
01:02:03,919 --> 01:02:06,084
Amanda?
767
01:02:06,119 --> 01:02:08,218
You've been asleep
for a while now.
768
01:02:12,158 --> 01:02:13,993
I don't feel very good.
769
01:02:14,028 --> 01:02:16,028
Did you take your meds?
770
01:02:20,232 --> 01:02:21,968
Yeah.
771
01:02:22,003 --> 01:02:25,004
But something strange
is happening.
772
01:02:25,039 --> 01:02:26,500
I keep having these flashes,
773
01:02:26,535 --> 01:02:31,472
and every time I wake up,
I don't remember.
774
01:02:34,543 --> 01:02:37,379
The last time
I remember something,
775
01:02:37,414 --> 01:02:38,853
I was talking to Jamie,
776
01:02:38,888 --> 01:02:40,547
and then something hit me.
777
01:02:40,582 --> 01:02:42,890
It was like I was with my mom
and she told me that...
778
01:02:42,925 --> 01:02:45,486
What did Jamie have to say?
779
01:02:45,521 --> 01:02:47,125
Did you not hear
what I just said?
780
01:02:47,160 --> 01:02:48,555
Yes.
781
01:02:48,590 --> 01:02:51,030
Are you not concerned?
782
01:02:51,065 --> 01:02:52,460
I just think
you're experiencing
783
01:02:52,495 --> 01:02:54,561
a lot of trauma.
784
01:02:58,171 --> 01:03:01,172
I feel so lost.
785
01:03:01,207 --> 01:03:04,109
Don't be so hard on yourself.
786
01:03:04,144 --> 01:03:07,145
It's hard not to be.
787
01:03:07,180 --> 01:03:09,818
So what did Jamie have to say?
788
01:03:15,419 --> 01:03:18,090
What do you mean,
"What did Jamie have to say"?
789
01:03:19,489 --> 01:03:22,259
He adds no value
to your life, Riv.
790
01:03:22,294 --> 01:03:24,294
Value?
791
01:03:24,329 --> 01:03:25,428
Why would you say that?
792
01:03:25,464 --> 01:03:29,200
- Jamie has a lot of value.
- Of course, he has value,
793
01:03:29,235 --> 01:03:31,939
I just mean you went missing
for over a week
794
01:03:31,974 --> 01:03:34,238
and now you're back
like nothing's happened to you.
795
01:03:39,344 --> 01:03:42,378
I need to make...
I need to make an appointment
796
01:03:42,413 --> 01:03:43,610
with Dr. Glenn.
797
01:03:43,645 --> 01:03:45,546
I made one for you
while you were sleeping.
798
01:03:47,319 --> 01:03:49,924
I don't need you to mother me.
799
01:03:49,959 --> 01:03:51,860
It won't happen again.
800
01:04:00,970 --> 01:04:03,267
Where are my mom's letters?
801
01:04:03,302 --> 01:04:05,467
How would I know?
802
01:04:05,502 --> 01:04:07,634
They were right here,
I read them.
803
01:04:09,374 --> 01:04:11,407
When I came in,
you were sleeping.
804
01:04:15,149 --> 01:04:16,984
I'm sure I opened it.
805
01:04:25,192 --> 01:04:28,061
Just leave me alone.
806
01:04:28,096 --> 01:04:29,425
Your appointment's at 12.
807
01:05:12,734 --> 01:05:14,404
Hi, dear, come on in.
808
01:05:25,318 --> 01:05:27,252
So how are we doing today?
809
01:05:29,322 --> 01:05:31,124
I don't know.
810
01:05:31,159 --> 01:05:34,226
I'm not entirely sure.
811
01:05:34,261 --> 01:05:37,691
I keep seeing these images
and these scenes
812
01:05:37,726 --> 01:05:41,629
that play over and over
in my head.
813
01:05:41,664 --> 01:05:44,137
Well, that's trauma.
814
01:05:44,172 --> 01:05:46,568
Let's just give
the medication some time.
815
01:05:48,341 --> 01:05:50,176
Everything heals in time.
816
01:05:52,345 --> 01:05:55,478
Do you think
I'll ever be normal again?
817
01:05:55,513 --> 01:05:57,513
Come on.
818
01:05:57,548 --> 01:06:01,715
Honey, who knows
what normal is?
819
01:06:01,750 --> 01:06:04,091
Well, I found out
a few years ago
820
01:06:04,126 --> 01:06:06,555
that my blood type isn't normal.
821
01:06:06,590 --> 01:06:08,392
I'm Rh O negative.
822
01:06:08,427 --> 01:06:11,659
Oh, that is really
very rare indeed!
823
01:06:14,466 --> 01:06:17,698
I... I know this sounds
ridiculous,
824
01:06:17,733 --> 01:06:24,639
but I've been hearing owls
everywhere I go.
825
01:06:24,674 --> 01:06:26,113
Oh?
826
01:06:26,148 --> 01:06:27,214
That could have some meaning,
827
01:06:27,249 --> 01:06:29,743
maybe it's your mom trying
to give you a sign.
828
01:06:33,089 --> 01:06:34,484
Maybe.
829
01:06:34,519 --> 01:06:36,255
I don't know,
owls have always been
830
01:06:36,290 --> 01:06:38,521
some sort
of spirit animal to me.
831
01:06:38,556 --> 01:06:40,721
Ever since I was a little girl,
832
01:06:40,756 --> 01:06:43,493
I've seen owls everywhere I go.
833
01:06:43,528 --> 01:06:47,101
I mean, just...
just the other day,
834
01:06:47,136 --> 01:06:49,730
I was with Amanda,
and we found an owl feather
835
01:06:49,765 --> 01:06:51,501
on her windshield.
836
01:06:54,407 --> 01:06:56,110
Um...
837
01:06:58,444 --> 01:07:02,545
So, last night...
838
01:07:04,252 --> 01:07:08,287
...I... I opened a letter
839
01:07:08,322 --> 01:07:10,256
that my mom gave me.
840
01:07:12,656 --> 01:07:16,526
I put it in that time capsule
that Amanda and I...
841
01:07:18,827 --> 01:07:20,332
Go on.
842
01:07:24,272 --> 01:07:27,339
I don't know, it was...
843
01:07:27,374 --> 01:07:29,803
it wasn't anything monumental.
844
01:07:32,709 --> 01:07:34,841
Just really confusing.
845
01:07:36,680 --> 01:07:40,715
You know, sometimes,
when you try to find closure,
846
01:07:40,750 --> 01:07:42,420
it's not always
that easy to find.
847
01:07:42,455 --> 01:07:44,455
We might not truly find that.
848
01:07:48,857 --> 01:07:51,099
I'm gonna figure it out.
849
01:07:52,267 --> 01:07:54,399
Someone has to know something.
850
01:07:57,602 --> 01:08:01,109
Let's go back to these images.
851
01:08:01,144 --> 01:08:03,441
Tell me what you're seeing.
852
01:08:39,347 --> 01:08:41,182
I don't... I don't know.
853
01:08:43,879 --> 01:08:44,845
I don't know.
854
01:08:44,880 --> 01:08:46,715
I'm...
855
01:08:46,750 --> 01:08:48,519
I'm running from something.
856
01:08:52,723 --> 01:08:54,525
Nothing adds up.
857
01:08:54,560 --> 01:08:55,757
I don't know.
858
01:09:01,204 --> 01:09:03,897
I don't want to talk
about this anymore, okay?
859
01:09:03,932 --> 01:09:06,240
Okay.
860
01:09:06,275 --> 01:09:09,606
Let's see, well,
our time's up anyway.
861
01:09:09,641 --> 01:09:11,740
I'm sorry, I just...
862
01:09:13,876 --> 01:09:15,546
You know I don't talk, I just...
863
01:09:15,581 --> 01:09:18,285
I hate talking about this.
864
01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:19,715
I know.
865
01:09:19,750 --> 01:09:21,288
I do, I know.
866
01:09:21,323 --> 01:09:22,817
But you're doing it.
867
01:09:24,227 --> 01:09:28,229
Help me, Dr. Glenn.
868
01:09:28,264 --> 01:09:30,825
Do you think
I can come back to work yet?
869
01:09:30,860 --> 01:09:33,960
Yeah, if you feel up to it.
870
01:09:33,995 --> 01:09:36,963
Yeah, all right.
871
01:09:36,998 --> 01:09:41,242
Tomorrow at five, then, A.M.,
sharp, okay?
872
01:09:41,277 --> 01:09:43,508
Mopping floors
and scrubbing toilets.
873
01:10:16,675 --> 01:10:19,247
River.
874
01:11:00,455 --> 01:11:01,586
Riv?
875
01:11:04,921 --> 01:11:06,558
What are you doing?
876
01:11:10,091 --> 01:11:12,465
Why are you here?
877
01:11:12,500 --> 01:11:15,600
I was driving by
and saw your car.
878
01:11:15,635 --> 01:11:17,701
Then I saw you standing
in the damn street.
879
01:11:19,804 --> 01:11:22,442
You know, whatever's going on
with you, let me help.
880
01:11:27,449 --> 01:11:31,077
You sound like Amanda.
881
01:11:31,112 --> 01:11:33,079
I'm not sure you can.
882
01:11:33,114 --> 01:11:34,883
Amanda's acting off, too.
883
01:11:36,953 --> 01:11:39,360
So what am I supposed
to do here?
884
01:11:44,862 --> 01:11:48,061
Jamie, I think
we should just stop
885
01:11:48,096 --> 01:11:50,602
while we're ahead.
886
01:11:50,637 --> 01:11:52,406
Okay?
887
01:11:55,510 --> 01:11:57,070
You always do this.
888
01:12:01,010 --> 01:12:05,749
Listen, I'm not the same person
before my mom died,
889
01:12:05,784 --> 01:12:08,950
and I'm not the same person
before I went missing.
890
01:12:08,985 --> 01:12:12,558
You can't help me, Jamie!
891
01:12:12,593 --> 01:12:15,693
This is what's best for you.
892
01:12:15,728 --> 01:12:19,059
I'm so tired of you telling me
what's best for me
893
01:12:19,094 --> 01:12:21,765
when you are what's best for me
and you know it.
894
01:12:21,800 --> 01:12:23,866
Jamie, please.
895
01:12:29,412 --> 01:12:31,577
So this is what you want?
896
01:12:31,612 --> 01:12:34,107
This isn't what I want at all.
897
01:12:34,142 --> 01:12:37,880
For me to truly move on,
never look back?
898
01:12:39,983 --> 01:12:41,719
Yeah.
899
01:12:47,694 --> 01:12:49,089
Did you hear me?
900
01:12:51,665 --> 01:12:54,666
Yeah, I heard you.
901
01:12:57,572 --> 01:13:01,541
One day, you'll look back
at this moment
902
01:13:01,576 --> 01:13:03,609
and wish you had
a different answer.
903
01:13:03,644 --> 01:13:06,172
- Jamie.
- I hope you find your answer.
904
01:13:08,781 --> 01:13:10,550
It's all or nothing with you,
isn't it?
905
01:13:10,585 --> 01:13:12,552
Huh?
906
01:13:12,587 --> 01:13:14,653
We can't even be friends.
907
01:13:17,460 --> 01:13:19,625
I think you and I both know
that's not gonna work.
908
01:13:22,927 --> 01:13:24,828
You're cutting me
out of your life
909
01:13:24,863 --> 01:13:26,896
because I say
you can't be with me.
910
01:13:31,474 --> 01:13:35,443
You've been cutting me
out of your life for years.
911
01:13:35,478 --> 01:13:37,544
I was just too blind to see.
912
01:13:44,685 --> 01:13:46,520
Jamie.
913
01:14:40,070 --> 01:14:42,543
- Happy?
- Why would I be happy?
914
01:14:42,578 --> 01:14:44,237
You get her all to yourself,
that's what you wanted, right?
915
01:14:44,272 --> 01:14:47,009
What are you talking about?
916
01:14:47,044 --> 01:14:48,780
Don't play dumb, sis.
917
01:14:48,815 --> 01:14:52,850
You never had a boyfriend,
follow River all around.
918
01:14:52,885 --> 01:14:56,623
Yeah, I know
who you really are.
919
01:14:56,658 --> 01:14:59,758
Actually, I don't.
920
01:14:59,793 --> 01:15:01,188
I'm starting to think
you're a creeper.
921
01:15:01,223 --> 01:15:02,959
So where will you be going?
922
01:15:02,994 --> 01:15:04,697
Who said I was going anywhere?
923
01:15:04,732 --> 01:15:06,061
You and River are done for good,
924
01:15:06,096 --> 01:15:08,668
so where will you be moving now?
925
01:15:08,703 --> 01:15:10,230
I'm not leaving.
926
01:15:10,265 --> 01:15:12,001
Just as I thought.
927
01:15:12,036 --> 01:15:13,937
You are leaving, Jamie.
928
01:15:13,972 --> 01:15:17,105
You and Vanessa
are gonna work it out.
929
01:15:17,140 --> 01:15:19,844
Vanessa and I are done.
930
01:15:19,879 --> 01:15:23,144
That's what you think.
931
01:15:23,179 --> 01:15:24,783
Why are you smiling like that?
932
01:15:24,818 --> 01:15:26,587
Aren't you exhausted
from chasing someone
933
01:15:26,622 --> 01:15:28,952
who will never be with you?
934
01:15:31,022 --> 01:15:33,022
As far as I'm concerned,
935
01:15:33,057 --> 01:15:34,760
me and you are done, too.
936
01:15:34,795 --> 01:15:36,091
How about that?
937
01:15:40,262 --> 01:15:42,328
I have a feeling we're not.
938
01:16:10,292 --> 01:16:12,732
Michael!
939
01:16:12,767 --> 01:16:14,261
Dr. Glenn!
940
01:16:17,101 --> 01:16:18,804
Dr. Glenn!
941
01:16:21,842 --> 01:16:24,909
Sorry, we're closed.
942
01:16:24,944 --> 01:16:26,845
Are you okay?
943
01:16:29,410 --> 01:16:31,652
Michael, it's me.
944
01:16:31,687 --> 01:16:33,786
It's River.
945
01:16:33,821 --> 01:16:35,150
River?
946
01:16:36,956 --> 01:16:39,726
What's wrong?
947
01:16:39,761 --> 01:16:43,829
Nothing, I'm just tired today.
948
01:16:43,864 --> 01:16:45,061
I'll work the store
for you today,
949
01:16:45,096 --> 01:16:45,995
you can go home and rest.
950
01:16:46,031 --> 01:16:50,363
I... I was so hard
on you earlier, I'm...
951
01:16:50,398 --> 01:16:54,334
No, I think
we could be closed for a day.
952
01:16:55,777 --> 01:16:58,712
- Are you sure?
- Yes.
953
01:17:48,225 --> 01:17:49,961
Owls and aliens,
954
01:17:49,996 --> 01:17:58,805
I have officially lost my mind.
955
01:18:05,847 --> 01:18:06,879
- Hey!
- Hey.
956
01:18:06,914 --> 01:18:08,848
You left your keys.
957
01:18:14,086 --> 01:18:15,217
River?
958
01:18:36,878 --> 01:18:38,471
You okay?
959
01:18:40,508 --> 01:18:42,277
Not really.
960
01:18:42,312 --> 01:18:45,082
What are you looking up?
961
01:18:45,117 --> 01:18:46,281
It's silly.
962
01:18:49,055 --> 01:18:52,353
You want to explain this?
963
01:18:52,388 --> 01:18:53,959
I know it sounds ridiculous,
964
01:18:53,994 --> 01:18:57,391
but I keep hearing owl noises
everywhere I go,
965
01:18:57,426 --> 01:18:59,261
and I just thought
it would have
966
01:18:59,296 --> 01:19:02,066
some correlation to something.
967
01:19:02,101 --> 01:19:05,069
I don't think you're off.
968
01:19:05,104 --> 01:19:06,840
Why are you messing with me?
969
01:19:06,875 --> 01:19:10,206
Trust me, I'm not.
970
01:19:12,914 --> 01:19:15,079
Who's that?
971
01:19:15,114 --> 01:19:17,411
Um, it's Michael.
972
01:19:17,446 --> 01:19:19,787
Did I tell you
how weird he was today?
973
01:19:19,822 --> 01:19:21,250
Weird how?
974
01:19:21,285 --> 01:19:22,184
I showed up at the store,
975
01:19:22,220 --> 01:19:27,091
and he acted like
he didn't even know me.
976
01:19:27,126 --> 01:19:29,390
That is weird,
but he's really old.
977
01:19:29,425 --> 01:19:31,997
He was probably just having
a moment, you know?
978
01:19:34,397 --> 01:19:35,396
I don't know.
979
01:19:35,431 --> 01:19:37,068
I'm gonna go check on him.
980
01:19:37,103 --> 01:19:38,498
I can drive you.
981
01:19:38,533 --> 01:19:42,403
No, I just want to be alone
right now, okay?
982
01:19:42,438 --> 01:19:43,877
Okay.
983
01:19:43,912 --> 01:19:45,406
I'll call you later.
984
01:19:45,441 --> 01:19:47,144
Sure.
985
01:20:18,375 --> 01:20:20,210
Riv, where you at right now?
986
01:20:20,245 --> 01:20:22,982
Why? I'm heading
to Michael's store.
987
01:20:23,017 --> 01:20:25,347
Is everything okay?
988
01:20:25,382 --> 01:20:27,151
I don't know.
989
01:20:27,186 --> 01:20:29,087
Look, I'll meet you
at the store, all right?
990
01:20:29,122 --> 01:20:31,122
- Riv?
- Yeah.
991
01:20:32,928 --> 01:20:34,521
I'll see you soon.
992
01:20:34,556 --> 01:20:36,061
Fine.
993
01:20:49,978 --> 01:20:52,176
It was just running.
994
01:21:03,552 --> 01:21:05,486
I can just take you home.
995
01:21:13,529 --> 01:21:14,594
River.
996
01:21:36,255 --> 01:21:38,926
God, River, get it together.
997
01:21:47,365 --> 01:21:49,365
I'm going to see Jamie.
998
01:22:21,498 --> 01:22:23,564
Jamie, can you tell me
what the hell is going on?
999
01:22:23,599 --> 01:22:25,137
- Amanda.
- Amanda what?
1000
01:22:25,172 --> 01:22:26,567
Can you honestly say
she's been acting normal?
1001
01:22:26,602 --> 01:22:28,701
Has she ever acted normal,
Jamie, really?
1002
01:22:28,736 --> 01:22:31,374
Something weird's going on.
1003
01:22:31,409 --> 01:22:34,080
She looks like Amanda,
but she's not my sister.
1004
01:22:34,115 --> 01:22:35,048
What makes you think that?
1005
01:22:35,083 --> 01:22:37,149
Everything, why is she always
around you?
1006
01:22:37,184 --> 01:22:39,448
She's my best friend
and I just lost my mom.
1007
01:22:39,483 --> 01:22:42,121
She randomly shows up
without a phone call.
1008
01:22:53,761 --> 01:22:55,761
I can tell by the look
on your face you get it.
1009
01:22:59,338 --> 01:23:01,734
Something strange
is happening to me.
1010
01:23:01,769 --> 01:23:03,340
- I'm just...
- Yeah, you went missing
1011
01:23:03,375 --> 01:23:05,606
for over a week.
1012
01:23:05,641 --> 01:23:06,640
No.
1013
01:23:06,675 --> 01:23:08,246
It's more than that.
1014
01:23:08,281 --> 01:23:11,414
- I keep seeing...
- Let me guess.
1015
01:23:11,449 --> 01:23:13,251
Amanda was with you
the whole time.
1016
01:23:16,289 --> 01:23:18,454
Yeah.
1017
01:23:18,489 --> 01:23:20,522
She told me
to go back to Vanessa,
1018
01:23:20,557 --> 01:23:23,129
to leave North Carolina.
1019
01:23:23,164 --> 01:23:26,033
The crazy thing is
it's like I had no control
1020
01:23:26,068 --> 01:23:28,695
over my body.
1021
01:23:40,115 --> 01:23:42,742
Look, I don't know
what happened,
1022
01:23:42,777 --> 01:23:44,447
but when you went missing,
1023
01:23:44,482 --> 01:23:46,680
she wasn't as concerned
as me and Michael were.
1024
01:23:50,257 --> 01:23:55,788
Listen, Jamie,
something's wrong with me,
1025
01:23:55,823 --> 01:23:57,625
and it's not PTSD.
1026
01:24:01,796 --> 01:24:03,697
Hey, we've gotta go.
1027
01:24:03,732 --> 01:24:05,369
Jamie? You're leaving.
1028
01:24:05,404 --> 01:24:06,832
- No. I'm not.
- Yes.
1029
01:24:06,867 --> 01:24:07,866
- I'm not leaving.
- She cannot...
1030
01:24:07,902 --> 01:24:09,001
You're not listening,
I'm not leaving you.
1031
01:24:09,036 --> 01:24:11,243
No, she cannot suspect
you're here helping me, no!
1032
01:24:11,278 --> 01:24:12,475
So what do you wanna do?
1033
01:24:14,512 --> 01:24:16,545
What do you wanna do?
1034
01:24:16,580 --> 01:24:18,712
If she wanted me harmed,
it would've happened already,
1035
01:24:18,747 --> 01:24:22,089
so please just leave.
1036
01:24:22,124 --> 01:24:23,486
I'm not crazy about this idea,
1037
01:24:23,521 --> 01:24:25,752
but if you wanna go, go,
1038
01:24:25,787 --> 01:24:27,193
but I'll be close.
1039
01:24:27,228 --> 01:24:29,195
Just leave, okay?
1040
01:24:50,482 --> 01:24:52,119
Why are you here?
1041
01:24:52,154 --> 01:24:55,122
I don't see Dr. Glenn's car.
1042
01:24:55,157 --> 01:24:58,884
Amanda, you've been acting
really strange.
1043
01:24:58,919 --> 01:25:01,524
It's my job to watch you.
1044
01:25:01,559 --> 01:25:04,692
It's my job
to make sure you're okay.
1045
01:25:04,727 --> 01:25:07,299
Yeah, I'm pretty sure
it's not your job.
1046
01:25:49,706 --> 01:25:51,310
River.
1047
01:26:16,997 --> 01:26:19,503
You were there.
1048
01:26:19,538 --> 01:26:21,868
I was where?
1049
01:26:21,903 --> 01:26:25,278
The flashes I keep having,
you were there, too.
1050
01:26:25,313 --> 01:26:28,215
I honestly have no idea
what you're talking about.
1051
01:26:30,780 --> 01:26:34,683
What are you not telling me?
1052
01:26:45,597 --> 01:26:49,434
This place,
I've been here before.
1053
01:27:11,557 --> 01:27:14,426
Can you tell me what you see?
1054
01:27:20,533 --> 01:27:22,533
I don't see anything.
1055
01:27:22,568 --> 01:27:24,304
Why are you lying to me?
1056
01:27:28,970 --> 01:27:31,476
You're the one to talk.
1057
01:27:31,511 --> 01:27:33,676
And here I thought
you wanted answers.
1058
01:27:35,812 --> 01:27:37,911
I do.
1059
01:27:37,946 --> 01:27:43,389
My purpose is to guide you,
so I will.
1060
01:27:43,424 --> 01:27:45,424
Where are you going?
1061
01:27:45,459 --> 01:27:46,986
Do you want to come with me?
1062
01:27:48,627 --> 01:27:50,594
There's no turning back now.
1063
01:28:09,714 --> 01:28:11,043
We've arrived.
1064
01:28:12,750 --> 01:28:15,014
Arrived?
1065
01:28:15,049 --> 01:28:17,324
Do you not remember this place?
1066
01:28:37,577 --> 01:28:39,544
- Is this...
- Yes.
1067
01:28:42,615 --> 01:28:44,912
This is where you began
your transition.
1068
01:28:53,494 --> 01:28:55,956
What does that make me?
1069
01:28:55,991 --> 01:28:58,992
The better species.
1070
01:28:59,027 --> 01:29:02,094
And that species is?
1071
01:29:02,129 --> 01:29:05,702
- Not of this world.
- "Species"?
1072
01:29:05,737 --> 01:29:08,034
Am I not even from this world?
1073
01:29:14,614 --> 01:29:16,449
Who are you really?
1074
01:29:18,178 --> 01:29:19,914
A watcher.
1075
01:29:22,919 --> 01:29:25,623
And my mother?
1076
01:29:25,658 --> 01:29:28,395
It's time for
your final transition.
1077
01:29:28,430 --> 01:29:30,760
What has she done with Amanda?
1078
01:29:36,702 --> 01:29:39,901
I don't understand.
1079
01:29:39,936 --> 01:29:41,936
Who you truly are,
1080
01:29:41,971 --> 01:29:43,575
who your mother
so desperately tried
1081
01:29:43,610 --> 01:29:46,479
to protect you from:
1082
01:29:46,514 --> 01:29:48,173
yourself.
1083
01:29:51,112 --> 01:29:53,585
You are special, River.
1084
01:29:56,689 --> 01:29:58,018
Riv?
1085
01:29:58,053 --> 01:30:00,493
- Amanda, what'd you do?
- Jamie.
1086
01:30:00,528 --> 01:30:02,924
I tried to keep you
out of this.
1087
01:30:02,959 --> 01:30:06,895
- I told him we'd be here.
- Why?
1088
01:30:06,930 --> 01:30:09,062
Because he would
never stop either.
1089
01:30:11,605 --> 01:30:12,901
Riv, I can't move.
1090
01:30:16,038 --> 01:30:18,643
Jamie can't go with you.
1091
01:30:18,678 --> 01:30:21,206
This is your journey.
1092
01:30:21,241 --> 01:30:23,879
Now I realize
everything my mom told me...
1093
01:30:23,914 --> 01:30:27,014
- River.
- ...led me here.
1094
01:31:02,999 --> 01:31:07,999
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